crying ? crying is what i'm borne with
this few days been crying like there's no way to get out of it
sensitive ? yes , you should know well
all you say sorry ? you sincerity is not needed
thank you

totally not in the mood . i told mom that i don't want to celebrate much this year , due to the stress i'm having right now . i may black out anytime soon now . just don't know when .

yesterday , when i 'm going home , walked in the rain . feels that my anger has all gone out . was all wet , still i was in awe . should try it sometime anytime now .

i don't want to blog anymore . i want to get it of my shoulders as i kept on wondering when i should update and what post i'm going to update about .

i had problems with friends . reflection period yesterday , wrote all the hatredness in the journal so the teacher himself will know what happening to me .

getting dizzy spells nowadays too . i feel like killing myself . and i don't think i have the guts to do it . but if i'm am driven to the corner , i will . no choice . i don't want to leave no more .

yesterday , so many things happen . i want to run away from home just because i had a fought with my auntie . my grab hold of me to just ignore the comments . she to stand by me .
makcik makcik aku semua otak mampos . even both of my parents say that . my father side of cause .

i'm not sure what to say . all the things i say had been written down .
take your time to read . maybe it's my last post

goodbye and takecare
loves,