wont be blogging . wont be online that much . i began to change . i began to study . i began to take life seriously , because i know that's best for me .

hello :D
short update . so basically tomorrow will be the last day for me to enjoy , but i've to attend to my cousin wedding . just now her nikah & tomorrow her wedding . the way they decorate it was so nice , black & red . tomorrow got to wake up super duper early for preparations . i'm gonna wear my awesome kebaya and put on lots & lots of make-up . LOL ! i sound so cute .

Kay bye :D

it's so scary staying at home alone at night .
mommy , faster come back .

going out later with my mom to meet my tuition teacher and then buy some groceries . tuition starting next week . hate it ! but then again hope that my grades will be much more better . i want to be clever . i just seems to control both work and school at the same time . so i won't be working in the meantime . maybe after EOY i'll start looking for a job .

so yesterday have family problems , felt like crying but i held in . i don't want to cry in front of my parents . it's between them , why should i cry ? but good thing this morning is a good start , i hope :/



i miss Eka & Aishia very much . meet soon :D

today is seriously moody for me . sucks !

my alarm rings at 7am , i purposely off it so i could skip the remedial . but 1 minutes later my mom called me . after i hanged up , my dad called me . so yeah i pull myself up from bed and bath . school time ~
reached 40 minutes earlier , good thing have Fyqa and Natasha . soon Nathaniel then D.Afiq and fauziel , you guys should i have seem what they wore to school . sungguh kekek gile :D
remedial , chewed gum and focus on maths . time fly so fast :D
go kfc after the lesson ends with nathaniel .
my textbook with him , how to do homework ?

got home , sleep for merely less than 30 minutes and changed . headed to Toa Pao Yoh with mom to take our NDP tickets . i wore heels and do you believe that on the way home i bared footed ? haha , it's true .

here i am posting this blog and now i want to watch youtube , goodnight readers :D

wow , im impressed . so this is the end uh ?
i also don't know how to say . i want to know , why the person that i call friends you seems to hate them ? i really want to know why damn it ! first with Eka , and now with Aishia . forget about Eka , we're talking about Aishia now right ? seriously , so what if she lied ? so what if she lied to you ? so what if she lied to me ? i'll will still treat her as my good friend . yes , last time i used to take Crew sides and talked bad against her at facebook . you guys remeber the incident ? at least she never scold me when those words im say referring to her . yes , i may only listen to one side story . yes , i may be with her . yes , im taking side with her . you guys really can't make peace right ? new people come that is the person you guys will target . now what ? the twins also you target ? yes , i may not know the whole story . but as you guys same , you messed with her you messing with all of us family . correct ? you guys say that right ? now same goes as me , you messed with her you messing with me .

to the cute chubby shahidah , you say that crew is nothing to me now ? ouh please , i've been thinking about crew also . you guys don't know that . now , who is my crew ? tell me if you know the answer . since you say that im nothing to crew already , let it be . i don't give a damn . ouh yeah , am not mad too . no biggy :D

i am super junior hardcore fan
i am ELF , the official ELF :D

so yesterday when im playing games on my laptop , i suddenly remembered that toy story 3 is out . so i immediately called my father
me : ayah ~
ayah : ye adik .
me : ayah , niari toy story 3 dah kluar tau . adik nak ngok boleh .
ayah : ngan sape ?
me : ngah abg .
ayah : pkol brape ?
me : entah . adik nak ngok . please ~
ayah : lah adik , ngok on saturday je lah .
me : alaah ~ kay lah bye

* immediately called mom *
me : mama ~
mama : ade ape adik ?
me : mama , niari toy story 3 dah kluar tau . bleh ngok ?
mama : pkol brape ?
me : entah . tapi adik nk ngok .
mama : abeh ade duit tak ?
me : tkde . tapi abg ade . pakai duit abg dulu pastu mama bayar lah .
mama : dlm card abg ade duit tk ?
me : tkde .
mama : abeh macam mane nk booking ? nanti sold out kang . rugi !
me : tkpe lah mama . tk ramai lah .
mama : gasak krg lah .

* a few moments later *
mama : adik cakap ngan abg suruh book ticket skrang . mama dah masok kan duit .
me : okay okay :D

so thats how i get to watch toy story 3 3D . the funny thing is that , i wore my specs instead of contact lens . so can you all imagine me wearing double ? the specs and the 3D glasses ? super hilarious , i kept on laughing at myself .

so after the movie ends , walk around , saw irfan S. then walk here walk there . was at level 3 at jp2 and newyork newyork was directly below us . ridzwan saw me . smile at each other and talked using hand signal . the manager also saw us . so after that head home . was super duper tired .

today . i do nothing shakes leg only . kak uli wedding is next week ! cant wait :D

bye :D

at aunt's house
to connection here is really slow .
good thing is that i bring along my laptop .
i install super duper a lot of games in case im bored .

just now i lost my handphone .
good thing i found it back .
guess where ?
at daddy's car -.-

hello :D
i love/hate my hair now :/

my hair now is much nicer . will upload the pictures soon .
end this post with the very fat-healthy looking me :D

senyum senyum selalu <3

heeee :D

hi !

kay bye :D

Happy Birthday Shahrul :D


heluuu :D

karate kid was niceeeee :D

see this guy above ?
Happy Birthday Skye :D
last long ngan Aishia . meet you guys soon kay <3

happy birthday shahidah
i love you




i fell asleep at almost 4am in the morning . and i woke up almost 1pm . i want to die already so tired . take some pictures using webcam . heee :D we even took embarrassing photo . but i dont even dare to put it up . it's mad uglyyyyy :/

kay i want eat now

heee hello :)

so today i woke up at at almost 2pm . received a missed called from Shad Crew . she was bored so she asked me to come down JP . bathe & met her around 2 plus going 3 .

go courts to settle some bills & we go rounding & rounding .
thinking of going to starbucks so i asked Shad if she want to go .
Mccafe is cheap , but starbucks is nicer . Mccafe . HAHA . so go Mccafe , we were like babbling on what to buy and in front of us got 2 guys waiting to take our order . then i say to her lets go starbucks . maaaad paiseh seh :/

settled at starbucks . got 3 mats there , me and Shad was like wow . turns out that the guys that i admire is a friend of Shad and he actually talk to her . so jealous ! we sat down , talked and took pictures :D

so we went to toilet as Shad had to change into her uniform and she went to work . so i was left alone . go behind KFC slacked for ahwhile while waiting for Fazuwan Crew . chat with him . he say i need to lose wait :/ hey ! im trying ! then his turn to go to work . saw ah guan . hehe . i go home aftermath .

although it was short , still i managed to see the people i miss <3

Wednesday , dinner date with shad . legal 18 soon :D





after reached home , i was bored ...
mom says we're going to wait for dad to come back home to eat seafood . so during that time went to someone else home . see my princess . such a cutie :D

kay , i've done a lengthy post . shall update soon .

' - peace <3

well tomorrow will be my last day working at Newyork Newyork
going to find a brand new job after EOY :)
maybe into retailing , no more F&B . it's mad tiring

i was bad mood during work . people only knows how to make me stress only _'_

so after work went to find Crew <3 straight away .
smoking session with them . thanks aishia for the cigg . has been almost 2 months since i touch cigg . so today upon seeing crew <3 i hug zengyong , aishia , huiling . i miss them fcvking much :D

kay , tomorrow working morning shift . bye

love

i am ugly & i admit .
i never once said im beautiful .
i consider myself as cute .
heeee :)

you changed ah ?
you getting uglier and uglier bitch <3