i really cannot tahan already from you guys you know .
after reading all your comments at facebook and blog only makes me angry .
i don't really care whether you guys hate me or not , cause mostly i work only for money & money only not friends . you understand ?

these past few days , not only one but two says she my bestfriend , what the fuck ?
who is she to me ? jusst a colleague to me right ? dont you guys know how to differentiate between a colleague & a bestfriend ? yes , we may share a few laughters & took some pictures nowadays , but she aint my fucking bestfriend !

if you think that i am the one who is giving information about you guys to her , you guys are wrong . i keep my mouth shut okay . && i think what ever she say to me about you guys , im going to keep my fucking mouth shut too !

like what my brother say , why they all hate her when she done nothing wrong ? did she did something bad ? my answer is NO .

i dont really know what has totally happen between you guys & her . as long as it does not affect me , i dont see the reason why i should act the same way as you guys .

the reasons why i tell you guys about her is because , i want to feel accepted , but i guess i wont be doing it anymore .

takecare guys , xoxo

i don't know why , but im missing a lot of people already , how ?

today work was so tiring , i feel slightly faint
1010pm i need do my closing , dispenser , so i asked shahrul & zeng yong teach me how to .
i was asked to do alone then i don't know i asked shahrul help me with it & he asked me to kiss zeng yong =.= zeng yong anything steady want loh :)
in the end , shahrul & zeng yong help me with my closing , i thank them umpteen time :)
want to treat them ice-cream , shahrul ok . but zeng yong don't want ice-cream , he want kiss =.=
haha . so after work , headed to macs to buy ice-cream & frappe , im happy

it's 1.10am already .
tomorrow need to wake up at 9am . i hoped i can .

my birthday celebration :)

as you can see from the title , yeah .
had fun , cutting the cake start at 9pm instead at 7pm . still it's awesome
i still got more pictures , but you know me lah , typical


birthday girl :)
was quite happy until the end :)


my mama , my mama friend , kitt , ebynie


blowing the candles , i had a difficult time blowing the big one :)


Abg aree wants to feed me .
in the end ...


this happens !
i take the cream put on his face back , put on cik mosa and want to get back at kitt , but she hide in toilet =.=
haha

still it was fun :)

im being such a good girl :)
it's friday & i went to school , woo ~
work start at 5 but i work at 4.30 cause im so bored being stuck at home
work was not tiring at all , no sweat laahh

(skipskip)
after work , me and ekaa met with my two lovely boys who waited for us outside kfc , walkwalk and snapped lots and lots of photos , the rest are in facebook
my birthday meet up eh krg ?
aku rindu krg lah sheyy

i created a tumblr account , find me

will be using blogspot too , dont worry

Enduring

it's 1248am now
guess what ? i am at the toilet now with laptop on my lap , i cant sleep

work was a little bit hectic & kecoh

bad mood

i am in a bad mood , can you cheer me up ?

i hate school , i really do
if my parents were not too strict , i wont even bother to go to school
i really hate going to school on thursday and friday the most
thursday it is because there is 2.4km run
and friday it is because i am working
how i wish that there would be no mpe at all in juying sec then i would be the happiest girl in school
i wish friday ends much more faster like 10am instead of 1230pm
i skip skipping school on friday without valid reason , i hoped pink form wont come in the way :)

(skipskip)
today friday , never go to school and mom does not even bother to wake me up :)
slept all the way till 0915 am by grandma asking me to bathe and follow her go buy a few things at wet market
in the end , never go
only know how to waste my time , if i should have known that i would go back to sleep
ate burger and fries with adriana who is sleeping over at grandma house
bathe and go alter pants then went to work
work was abit dull
i was in bad mood and people keep asking me why i am in a bad mood , i just nudge idk
james says i look cute :)

lastly ,
happy chinese new year and valentine day

love is blind , but friendship closes its eyes

the reason why i fell for you is because you are always so candid to me :)

i really want to get over you , i really do
i hate seeing your face , i hate it when you talk to me
i hate everything that involve you
i hate it !

thinking of you make my mood downturn , making my blood boils
why a guy must you exist ?

we not playing a game , if we are , it's game over for you

you used to say ily with ikhlas , tapi ? maner ikhlas tu pegi ?

aku benci kau , kau block aku after saying sorry , aku pun block kau after saying i dont wan tok to you nimore . fair kan ??!

hey peeps.

im helping dearest ebynie to update her blog.
i have nothing to say much laah actually.
doing a favour for schoolmate and being such a good girl
continued tagging her okay lover(:

will be back soon , no promises made

im having problems at home , how i wish i could escape from reality
i wont blog that much until this problems fade away

mom and dad just argue with granddad and grandmom
saw 3 of them crying accept for my father who consider himself macho eh

will be back soon , no promises is made though

SHINee

it's 1.45am now and i cant sleep , how ?
i have to wake up at 7am tomorrow so that i can be one out of the thousands fans .
i am screaming inside my head right now .

SHINee has arrived to singapore . yes !
i love my brother to death .
he will buy their album which cost $30 plus just because i want their autograph . how can you not love him ?

i cant wait !

thanks , i love you

Wancine thanks for being there for me .
you are there for me not once but twice .
you help me coped through after i break up with Adib and now Mr H .
thanks a lot :)

when will i be able to meet you ?
you working , im working .
when you start school this april it will be more harder to meet kan ?

iloveyou

ily

i'm still sad over that particular topic .
wancine & ireena are there for me .
thanks guys , ily

i beginning to show my feelings to wancine .
he say that he love me ngan ikhlas , but i have not yet accept him in my heart .
now i'm ready

friday maybe before going to work meet wancine .
i want to see him badly .
saturday thinking of watching a movie with him but he not yet comfirm .
i hoped he will go , looking forward to it

betrayer||nobody will go to you

so mad

040110-250110
i hate you

you left me alone , crying .
go to my friend and asked her to be yours , why ?

say to me

say to me that you love me once again please

wancine say he love me , but then baby find out and he is fuming mad right now ?
how ? i love both of them deeply in my heart .

tomorrow will be meeting wancine after school , before that will change into something chic :) then will be meeting baby for ahwhile before heading to pizzahut for mahfuzul last day of work in singapore . aww , mom going to miss him :)

im miss baby so much , he even visited me while i was at work . how sweet of him ? ily lah boy xD

we going down baby

i guess i got a date with Mr Fever later on :)
headache since after school , whats wrong baby ?

yesterday sunday , Mr H was supposed to find me at work but his manager called last minuted so he cant see me . spoiler lahhh manager dier =.=

it's okay , saturday can see baby already before going work :)

shall not elaborate bout camp yet , still not in a state of mind .

im back xD

im back from MIA-ing xD
no lahh camp :)

sucks big time , i dont think it is a camp but i think it is a military camp .
the punishment were too harsh to handle for young teenagers like me .
who they think they are to punish us when we come to have fun and not to do this motherfcvking punishment ?

3Rs , 3Rs , 3Rs is that the only thing they think about ?

my body is seriously aching due to climbing the mountains . 2900 feet above ground level , it's really high .
i was the last to reach the top but i was happy :)
syamel and wenxin was with me throughout the whole journey asking me not to give up . thanks guys :)

pics will be up soon xD

will be away

will be away

imy uh boy xD

ooops , somebody know who is my boyfriend . good la , keep a secret okay darling ?

i just got back & it 4.45pm . so tired , feel like sleeping like a pig later on :)

1 more day to camp , loves :)

fyi , the reason why i did not blog for this weekend is because baby is trying to test me if i can survive without blogging =.=

ok la , boleh tahan :)

tmr going to buy camp food with my members , hope will be a good time and no shouting is involve , boleh tak ?

you know i know

hello hello :)
today is friday and im working . yes !

yesterday after school , went to kfc to write down my schedule saw yong and shahrul back door .
went inside sit down for ahwhile chitchat . hanif say he so jealous of my back . haha

check my salary , im so happy almost $300 want to reach :) going to treat brother to swensen tomorrow :)

i cant wait to go negeri sembilan :)

finally ;)

yes ! like finally i managed to finish up my maths and english homework :)
i left them to collect dust for the passed two months when it only takes about an hour and the half of your time . tgok lah , budak pandai kan ? ;)

got to pass up tomorrow during lesson . but i cant do all , its too hard

today third day of school , i think i enjoy mothertongue the best ! haha , mr sies read up my karangan and everybody laugh . haha i was blushing and laughing all the way cause i also thinks it is quite funny . i need to improved more . i will . my malay are too weak that i cant speak well . i think chinese suit me well ? 0.0 or india ?? definately not malay =.=

just now for instant mr sies asked our class to bacer doa selamat , i dunnoe how to say everybody put their hands togather and bacer doa , aku sorang je tk buat aper aper , tak tawu siakk . kater org melayu tapi tak tahu pa per pun . aper nie wanie ??

i met baby for lunch today . i ate claypot , yums :)
ouh before that i ate kfc with nathaniel . haha

he just so hot :)

craving <3

im happily attached to mr H :)

im craving for lots of stuff this few days .

monday ; first day of school , saw some familiar faces & unfamiliar faces . that's alright . i sat next to afiq m.

no study , good thng is that i only bring 1 book & i no need to suffer by bringing all those heavy books on the first day unlike somebody else lahh ehh .
ends at 1.40pm straight to jurong west to met up with baby . ate at macdonalds :)
and went home after that .

tuesday ; second day & it's so boring , study everywhere =.= i hate it . but i to buck up they say sec 3 is not the time for you to play but to focus =.= how mundane can that be ?
school ends at 1.40pm . met baby at jurong west . ate kfc :) then salam baby & i went home .

good things bout me and him is that he lives near me and we can meet anytime :)

ily baby :)

im getting fatter by eating junk . how i wish i could photoshopped my pictures to look thin but that would only make me look fake xD

$4.40 ?

$4.40 ?
im not sure ? a lot of people saying that our salary has gone up from $3.50 to $4.40 , nahh , i think its fake ? xD

today i was super duper tired , i wake up at 2pm as i cant sleep at night and i fell asleep at 6am . so call kfc tell them that i had some stuff to settle and they say that i must come to work by 6pm =.= so no choice lor .

took bus , shortcut to kfc , saw zengyong , he lied to me that i cant come inside kfc as a there are important people , but i caught him lying by looking at his expression . then he lied to me again ! i say that whether he was going home or not and he say going home , but i look at his expression and i know he lying . lawls :)

work was tough ! saw taufic at there :)

ouch !

what a great day to start a new year with =.=

i think i have a sleeping disorder , mom getting worried about it .

let see , just now before going for work , i bought my leather genuine bag :)
my awesome bag is so pretty && had burger king for lunch instead of boring old kfc

i was sleepy as i never slept the whole day , went to mccafe to have a mocha to prevent myself from sleeping . it work , i guess , waited for fion at backdoor , zengyong saw me and he thought that i smoke =.= alermakkk !

work ? was ok . sleepy , moodless :)

end of work ; do closeup shahrul hit my head with the chicken don't know what thing & it hurts a lot :) i cried btw , kavitha , leelee , fion saww me crying and i say nothing . lawls

if im not wrong , i think i saw saidi before going to work :)

twenty ten

it's 2010 !
haha , saw fireworks , woo ~

here how my 2009 went by ,
i met a guy who i fell inlove with until 151209 which i finally decided to forget about him . he made my life completed , only those who are close to me knew him :)
i learned a lot of new stuff , whether its bad or good it is always nice to try new stuff right ?
well , i made a lot of new friends , in school and outside and i think that they are my other half , i can't leave without them .
i finally have my 1st job at KFC , make a lot of new friends , may , tina , james , sky , zheng shong , shahidah , zeng yong & so on lah , although im not close with them , they are still the best :)
i met another guy who i fell inlove at first side , decided to let him go as i no that i don't have the chance to be with him :)

there's still more but im pretty lazy to elaborate about it , it's personal baby :) i hoped you understand .

to shahidah ; you owe me Mccafe double chocolate frappe L . im waiting :)

2010

less than 9 hours and it will be new year , a brand 2010 :)

40 minutes left before i need to head down to work =.=
going to party hard tonight baby :)
fireworks , boomboombooooooooooooom !

im really drop dead tired . i want to sleep but i can't due to something .
what am i suppose to do ?

let see , met up with fion lau just now , bought her bag , so nice , buying the same as her this friday :)

okok , bye =.=

blue ?

a quick post before i meet fion
a girl/guy name blue ? who are you ?

i hate it

hello minah/matreps :)

working tomorrow :) so happy , after 4 days of not working , finally i can work :)
my mc still not over , but im in tiptop shape so i decided to go ahead :)

today was a totally mendak day for me :(
woke up at noon ; on laptop while in bed
surf for latest buzz on allkpop , saw interesting stuff :)
watch a movie called 'punch lady' a 2 hour long movie , thumbs up :) bravaaaaa ......
the movie ended around 3.45pm ate , bathe
on laptop again , watch starking ep 146 :) they did michael jackson tribute :)
slept till 9pm . woke up , cooked , ate and here i am .

try doing this everyday , you will get used to it :)

i learned that eating the same food everyday will make you more fatter , try eat different food everyday :) im trying too :(:(

i <3 no one

hello darling :)
sorry for not blogging yesterday , was too tired . slept early yesterday :)
let see , what i do yesterday
hmm ...
i went to orchard with my parents excluding brother plus my grandma uncle & aunties :)
ouhh , kecohkecoh !

this 2 days , i have been eatingg mcspicy set meal , ouhh !
i need to starve myself :)

hello darling :)

school opening school and i have yet to get out of the holiday mood , how ?
list i still not done ;
- buying school shoes
- buying school bag
- school accessories
- do my homework

see ? still lots of stuff to be done , not to you , but to me :(

i fell inlove with a stranger :)
just now when to pasar malam at jurong west , a guy saw me as i was sitting alone waiting for my grandma to buy ramly burger . then , a guy name nashrul came and sat beside me . he talk to me asking what i've been up too & asked for my number . ape lagi kasih uhh :) hawt dude siols :)

sms-ing him right now :)

will not be working till 2nd of january , i lost my voice =.=

smoking kills

i have done such a foolish thing at such a tender age of 14 .
if i could unwind time long ago , i would tell myself not to touch that stick which cause me what i am today , thankfully i have stop doing it before it gets addicted .
i have disappointed my brother because i kept on telling him that i wont smoke till i am at the legal age of 18 , but because i kept on touching those things at home , seeing people around me smoking , why would i not get influence ? i tell myself , wanie , stop doing this foolish act before it takes over you . i have stop doing it . i will no longer touch that stick , belief me .

i have done lots of stupid things in the past , stealing , cheating , etc . i always being the 'bad one' in the family , do you know how hurt i am to be labeled as that ? it hurts alright . mom even had to help me settle the police case which only me & my mom knows . and im thankful for her cause she helped me kept a secrets from people around me .

i want to be clean and not be other people who smoke , steal , cheating , drinking all that because that is a sin , to people like me .

i hoped that if my closest ones read this , i hoped you guys understand me well , i stop it and will never do it again . i promised . cross my heart :)

drink , drank , drunk

hello humans :)
today i did my hair at ten , meet fion by 3 at Jurong point .
went to kfc back door , saw shahrul & uzair soon phyo came . smoke & smoke & smoke .
haha , went in and out of kfc , took lots of pictures . slacked at kfc took pictures some more :)

to that particular girl ; what do you mean by better stop what you doing now before i catch you . what are you trying to say to me ?

i just don't want to talk to anybody anymore
im just not in the mood yet
having moodswings nowadays due to the redlight

later at 2 meeting fion to slacked with our work clothes when work is at 4 =.=
thinking on what to do during that particular time
salary out already , me & fion quite disappointed with the salary they gave us .
ouhh well , it's a crappy job by the way :)

yesterday , was a dull day for me . i think i In-charge cashier .
doing backing up , giving them breaks , top up stuff , supply ice . too tired .
messi say
' i let you try , if you do good job i let you do again , bad job no more uh '
i also don't want be IC !

was in bad mood because of someone , and some people asking me to chill , sabar jer eh wanie .

hope that today i won't be IC , cashier is less tiring than being an IC for the day !

im not going

im not going to respect any of my cousins anymore . if it is making you fucking damn pissed off , it's making me mother fucking pissed off too !

let see , yesterday was sunday & i had an outing with my family to orchard road .
went to cathay cineleisure to watch avatar but all sold out already , my parents says next time .
i was sulking all the way , & i guess it works :)
"jom lah jln ke wheelock place , budak tu dah merajok"
that was what my mom says :)
walk to wheelock place , buy tickets for 9.30pm show . i ate macdonalds & bro ate pastamania , yums :)
show starts and ends at 12.34am to be exact .
a must see show okay ?!
was raining , so i was wet a little .
reached home at 1.30am .

i msn until 5am in the morning cuz i can't sleep . chat with some few peeps of mine and landing .

working later on and im too sleepy =.=

it's 2.23am now & im yet to be asleep .
went home with fion together , haha funny times on the bus .
a hawt guy sat between th 2 of us . he join in our conversation . i left fion alone and all 4 of them flirt with her . meeting all 4 of them soon if they decided to drop by .

have you seen fion post at facebook ? damn embarrassing =.=

tomorrow not working . yes ! salary come in , monday doing my hair :)

byes :)

you go die

hanif , sempat posing eyh ?

it's 12.40am right now when i should be sleeping .
i got work later on at 5pm to 11pm .
be happy for me , salary coming soon ! going saloon do my hair .

i hate ppl around me !

finally , i had day off on friday , all the 3 young girls not working :)

it's 1.04am now , but i will still considering it to be Thursday okay ?

let see , today i need to work by 4 , so planned to meet fion at interchange by 3.30pm , she was late 20 mins , was super mad at her . i bought myself a banding soya milk and fion honeydew ice blended . headed to back door , met up with zhilin m she today moody . ate bandito pocket with fion . ate outside , inside so cramp . then work normal lor :)

please lah guys , im not his motherfcvking girl . will you all stop your motherfcvking crap bout me and him . you guys keep teasing bout me and him , im seriously fcvk annoyed . yes ! you & you .

Arry !! biler mau jumper ? aku rindu kau luhh oi !

i am the best at keeping secrets , & im proud of it

it's 12.22am right now , today , i spent $227.60 . i still need to buy some stuff .
working in 15 hours time .

i have set my mind to that goal itself , & im going to accomplished it without any help from anyone . i got to be independent by myself right ?

i just watch new moon today , the movie was kinda of average for me , do not have that kind of awesomeness like twilight did . movies are boring right ?

date on 22 dec ? can't wait :)

& you know i miss you right mystery man ?

love , is that all ?

i guess , i made the wrong decision once again .
forgive me

i asked for work today eventhough i was not supposed to work . i was bored at home . at least , work was a little bit better than just to stay home and shake legs all day long while waiting for everybody to get home .

tomorrow , im not going to asked for work . someone bringing me out , but going to buy school books and uniforms first . i bet that i got to use my salary this time round . my school books already is like over $300 . my uniforms ? i calculate it to be less than $100 or maybe more . 2 blouses , 2 skirts , 2 tshirts , 2 shorts . my school shoes , i budget it to be less than $30 ? school bags ? dad asked me to buy those good and branded once , budget $170 and below . my last year sport bags was like $175 which i used it less than 6 months . my accessory ? less than $30 ?

let me try to calculate , there will be around $600-$700 plus ? im going to faint soon .

i have still yet to do my hair , going saloon on 22 dec , maybe with bro or with my date . *winks*

i guess , i cant shop so much on this month alone , with holidays coming to and end , i got to save up and think of the future , i should control my spending and set myself to a limit and go overboard with it . i promised :)

going on a diet :)

i really want to say thanks to that special someone .
even though i asked you to make that important decision yourslef .
i know that i could not offer any help with that & im sorry .
you sacrifice those people who loved you to me & im proud of it .
so i want to say thank you :)

im not sure whats going on with me this past 2 days , i have been emotionly up & downs all the time . i wish that all this stuff could just be gone . no body understand how i feel right now . i need to find a way to endure this kind of feeling .

i need my love ones to be right here beside me & support me in everything i do or say . i no need a person who is beside me to tell me that i made a mistake or nag me all day long . you guys should really respect my decision to it .

since me & that special someone has come to a decision , you guys may not be able to see me no more .

& ily , mystery man :)

kaninaninabeyhh !!

im so tired , just woke up . im not sure what makes me so tired right now .

im so hungry :(

today , i need to wait almost nearly 40 mins for someone =.= grr ..

had lunch first bfo' going to library to study , i have not even flip my hmwrk page . as i was going through the pages , my mind went blank . i totally forget about everythng . alermakk !!

shit manxz ! i neeed to work on sunday next week , 11-5pm . i dun want to :(

im online , chat with me okays ?

hello !! im so hungry !! now it's 12.08om and i still have not bath . eee . haha

meeting somebody at 3pm in library . he going to teach me my hmwrk . haha . dude , my mom knows tht im going with you . haha .

i just blinged my hp . i bought 2 and it's not enuff , buying tmr again . im so hungry tht i can just faint anytime , anywhere . i dont like th food tht my mom cook . tk der selerah nk mkn biler ngok tu lauk . ohh my !

when is my pay going to be in my wallet . i wanna spent till i drop again .... mkn . hehe

someone says i got bbyface . aww .. thns eh dude :) *winkswinks*

just got back from vivo and im tired like fcvk .
photos will be uploaded anytime soon .

let see , morning only a lil bit of rice plus hotdog , bathe went out by 3pm . took taxi . ate at the nasi ayam shop . spent $26.80 =.= money gone . then went to guess , bought a wallet , $40 gone off from my salary =.= . went to pets safari to find treat for my bunny , can't find . went giant found it $14.70 , bought 2 somemore =.=

slacked for ahwhile , bought 2 papabeard , ate 1 only . old chang ki popiah . sweet talk ; orea choc .

tired like fcvk took taxi , massive jam reached home $22 bucks gonee like tht .

guess what ? am munching on burger king right now . sedapppp :):)

at this rate im going , im going to be twice fatter and going to die soon ;) hohohoho

im broke now .

so , i did not meet tht guy today as i was too sleepy . slept at 4am plus =.=

going vivo later to shop .

bye

now it's 1.55am . and i still not asleep . going to landing soon .
tmr meeting somebody to settle some complicating stuff .
nice talking to eu eyh boy ?

bye

ehem ehem *looks up*
censored face uhh , muker bacen :)

samer baju plak tuu . *winks

haishh , raining so heavily , worst cuz tht makes me dun wanna go to work . boo ~~

do it chu ~

i change my playlist to super junior sorry sorry answer , so nice . the music video will come out this week , can't wait !!

im so tired feel like dying soon .
so let see ..
today , was supposed to work at 5 but ended up working at 4 thnsk to someone . met with her at th interchange bfo going to work . went trough th back door instead , first time . saw shahrul and zengyong sitting outside =.= . damn paisehh . me and fion ate th black pepper and crispy chicken , fcvk shit spicy .

workworkwork . 1 customer make me damn happy ,
"can i have a 1 set chicken with rice pls "
lawls , ahhaas , me and fion laugh so loudly can ???

tmr working again , so tired =.=

ily ahh bby

was browsing through my folder , saw this outdated photo , uploaded it as i got no new pics . so this will do .

ily xD meet up soon for a date bbyboy . although i say tht i want to forget you , i can't . see ?? no matter what we patched back kn ?? aishh

it is 12.34am now , and i still ain't asleep . ain't sleepy nor drowsy .

work was okay today . treat shakila ice cream and sky treat me , bro , zhong sheng ice cream . thnks dude :)

tmr working 5-11 . so tired .

there is a reason why i upload this pics above .
firstly , someone gave a thumbs up for it m and secondly , i lost my S necklace the one im wearing in th picture above . im so sad . i bought it for $15 . can someone buy it for me ?? i always wear it around my neck , but i don't know where it went to . help me :(

i will sure love you to th maxzx if you bought a brand new for me :)

i got a lot of stuff on my list to be completed . a lottttt of stuff :)

do you guys miss me ? :) well someone did miss me :)

let see , friday , back to basic training . ate at kfc with fion and zhilin th food ain't free . and faizal ate some of my cheesy fries . boo you :)
then went to work , a lil bit late though .

sat , work was normal . time passed by so slow ...
boring day for me . i want to slack so badly nowadays .
keep on bumping into ppl . sorry
my pay is up . so happy ! buying lots of stuff . firstly th laptop we bought that me and my bro combined our salary . bro wanted to buy a mini want , so gotta save money also for him . mom wanted us to combined our salary again so that we can buy another laptop for home used . so that means i have my own laptop , bro has his , and another one for home use . gotta save . it's okay , slowlyslowly .

today going bedok soon to hangout . im thinking of whether to go or not . should i ??
so tired . i want to sleep !

&& i met someone new :)

a quick post bfo' i left th house

niari a lil bit mendak .
a baby is crying so loudly :) aww , i miss ameerul bariq very much :(:(

i slept th whole day today and i just woke up . maybe bcuz i yesterday slept at 3am plus and up by 7am plus . can you imagine how tired i am ??

it's almost going to be our 1 year of knowing each other . i cant denied it , but i still miss you a lot dude . when was the last time we had our heart to heart talk ? i miss you lahh .

right now , im lying on bed and th lappy on my lap . i just bathe with my wet hair dripping on my dried clothes . my eyes going to close soon . yawn !!

annyeong :):)

i can't breathe , i can't breathe . i can't breathe , no more .
yeahhh !! i can't breathe no more . uh i can't sleep no more ...

breathe - g-dragon *whisper , someone boyfriend*

i saranghae this song a lot kays ??

im totally in love with dongwoon . ahh screams ~~

haishh . i think ytd was okay . some customer terlalu teraser dweh .

shahidah was telling me not to give that china women parts as i think she knows she die die also want that kind of parts . then th women can sense that we are toking cock bout her even though we speak malay =.= . even th manager have to settle th matter . like seriously , wtf siahh ? lu bynk teraser dweh okay ?! i hate being a cashier . my customer are seriously like motherfcvker siols . die die want that part , whatsoever lah kan . ahhh . binget dong !

kays , enuff' of this crap . i had off today and tmr . i still have a movie date to go though . ahh , that day faster come ~

im heart sick , heal me , be crazy , to let you go .
sad love song , love gone , please baby don't go far , so beast !!

what to do ?
i hate work . but i loved my new laptop :):)
be happy for me . thinking of buying a new phone soon . my phone busted already . but no money how ? my monthly salary have been washed away cuz i bought a laptop . then i need to wait on 22 december to have my second salary . should i buy a phone ? or should i do smthng bout it ????????

bathing in 30 mins time the off to work . should go arcade first . but no one to accompany me ....

bahhhhhhhhh

im back from mia ~

nw is 1244am and i not yet asleep .
i bought a laptop .
yay .

right now im hungry .
everybody is asleep .
what to do ??

i really hate my job . even sky want to quit le . but there someone there that makes me want to continue working .
haish ...
everyday got scolded just bcuz i nvr tuck in shirt properly . itu hal pun nak buat bsar . aper nie ??

yay , i could touch a laptop now . be happy for me :)

now at home , im bored . not onlining course i know he be online .

went arcade yesterday , haha , dpt jugak duit rayer . won a daisy duck :) going later again . mom gave me and bro $10 to enjoy . i hoped i won a lot this time . byes :):)

it's over bby

i don't get it why ? when i'm working , i find it too tired and i wished that i would not have work . but now when i had a 3 days off , i suddenly feel like working ? come on ebynie , apahal nie ?

saw someone facebook just now . jgn lah bergadoh lagi . krg dah berape lamer together ? lamer taws ! all i wish to you guys is , all th best alright ? cheer up :)

sorry baby , i can no longer thrust you . i hid you well enuff from surfacing you from blog and to my friends . i finally can let go out you without any doubts . so far , you are th best guy :)

you scolded my when th ring you gave me on th 151109 , lost it . it ain't my fault ! what has been done has been done . you can't unwind time baby . got a advice from someone . if i could not thrust you animore , i should let you go . thanks to that advice i decided to called it quits . for those who really wanted to know this person is ... *it's still a secrets*

i miss you baby , hoped you will drop by KFC soon like you used too .