my fren nur hidayu ,
oso like my cousin as she kinda like related to me .
hidayu mother died just now in th hospital .
my nennek call my mom and straight away chionged to therr ..
some of eu may noe her like 2 years ago ?
she ishh from 6|5 ..
*flashback ,
rmb ?

yea ..
quite pity fer her ..
did nt manage to see her iether as it was damn crowded at her flat ,
so yea ..

just wan to say tht only ..
dunhav her foto lehhs .
if have put up alr ..

PS ; im avoiding tht guy !!
nt adib kkaes ?!
i evrythyme saw hym i would go diff directions .
haishh !!

tags rply

qee. ; helloo !! darlaa miss eu loads ehs

bloghopper ; lanjiao , is a cock lorhhs

. ; ..............

=.= ; hahhs , any prob ? jgn masok campur kkaes ? i dunnoe eu

blog spammer ; yea , any problem ? i dunn giv a damn

supzxz .
been away fer like 5days ?
OMG luhhs kkaes ?!
sundayy ..
go overnyte wiv family and frens .
quite fun ?
bbq all tht .
shall nt elaborate more .
did nt bring hp and wallet ..
so keep taking money frem my brother luhhs .
$50 gone away liddat .
7-11 all th way manxz ..
ishh tht cool or whuat*naddie lingo
if i found th foto on someone blog ,
i shall upload ayes ?
no promises .

and yea .
i still love adib !
and we still continue-inq .
endure luhhs ehs ?
i luvv hym loads manxz .
meeting hym 2moro .
he nt comform yet cuz of his ITE skuull .
so yea .
*plz

and yea .
i hate 2 guys from ,
1T2 and 2A4

sucks manxz !!

hellos coolios

ytd at nyte .
chat with bari from 2A4 .
goshh finnaly noe hym .

hahhs .
his lingo kinda weird ?
hahhs .
nehmind luhhs .
he wanna webcam .
took my cam and he on his cam .
saw yatt face !
hahhs .

syukrina da std (?)
i tink luhhs .
barii dunwan to show his face thn i nvr show mind .
he sayy his face jual mahal !
blueks uhh !

hahhs .
sms adib at nyte tht i wanna brk up
(AGAIN)
yeas .
he nvr rplied .
so took it as no lorhhs .

bye adib .
and i will make sure i will not go bck to eu animore .

cheers

wassupxz coolios out therr (?)
ytd outinq with ireena fer couple of hours .
was really tired as i just finish schh ,
chionged to jurong point to meet mom .
onlyy 1 hour to chillecks !
was tired .
doing zirah blog .
such a disastor .
sorry zirah .
when i free do agn fer eu .
and i make it sure it wall be da best wan .
my word *winks

go jp .
eat Mcdonals .
no appetite only buy twister fries , nugget and lemon tea .
all share with mom as i suddenly fell sick .
goshh !

thn when home by taxi .
put stuff at home .
changed ,
make-up ,
go find ireena .
go IMM .
eat at bagus .
play with water .
go home with ireena .
thn woots .
byes reader

tags rply

ireena ; hahha . yalorh . i going ubin mahhs

Natasha ; thnx fer th bloggie email

bloghopper ; chillecks is wad ? ermm ? chill and relecks combined lorhs

JokerZz ; hahhs . yea i still rmb tht name *winks

passer_by ; eww . not chubby ehs ! fatty luhhs horh

Natasha ; hahhs . yup he my sepupu . father side uhh

naddy. ; thnx fer th bloggie email

spammer ; i wherr gt sia . dun tok lanjiao ehs

shawal ; ehs ! halloo

its over between us .
37 dayys its all god wan us to have 2gather .

god ..
i still love hym .

i regret leaving hym da other tyme .
now its th other way ard .
why ?
why ?
why ?

i try my best to ferget ..
muhd adib bin ahab ..
my loves .

will try muii best to upload more photos luhhs .

hello .
weird dae hppen to me nowadays .
schh life .
at schh just now ..
a guy from 2a4 ,
i tink a stayback student (?)
keep saying hello syazwanni .
bye syazwanni .
thn once just now i heard hairi ,
my class ,
sayy 'dier dgnr kau'
i just shut my mouth up .
who da hell is he manxz ?
i ask him who are eu ?
how eu noe my name ?
wahh ..
he nvr rply .
waddahell ?
jennyfer and my std sayys tht maybe he like me ?
ahhh puiii !!
not i dunn like hym luhhs .
i dunn even noe who is he manxz !

For that very few minutes ,
my mind went wild ,
I went kind of crazy .
I had a sudden impulse to close this blog ,
I had no idea why either .
Just ,
hate this blog ?
Too random .




Suddenly ,
I felt very empty .
Life seems so boring .
Whether I go out or not ,
I'd say life is boring at least once a day .


Life is boring .
Life is boring .
Life is boring .


Okay ,
today I've said more than thrice .
More than abit out of my usual self now .
Now that I reflect back to what I was pondering a few minutes back ,
I realise I've think things way too much out of the box .


So I got back to the right track ,
I realised what the hell went wrong with me for the past few minutes .

1. The English Show I'm watching is loading far too slow .
1. No games for me to play, CS is boring .
2. No ideal person to talk in messenger at that moment .
3. I'm thristy but too lazy to move even an inch away from this seat .


Okay, stop cursing this post already ,
I can already depict this scene of someone giving this "-.-" face
& screaming at me for being so random & nonsensical .


If you've been reading from the very top ,
thanks for listening to my ridiculous rantings .
But if you've not ,
you're lucky you've not wasted your time *winks*


Alright , its time to get my lazy bum off ,
make myself a huge mug of iced milo .

tags rply

nabila ; ue'r welcome babe

ireena ; chillecks babe and yes . i banned them

iguest ; hahhs . thnx ehs

#$%^ ; (?)

Natasha ; no problemo *winks

neeeeena. ; thnx fer th bloggie email*winks

ireena ; aku mmg dahh uat bodoh ehs .. tkder kejerr nk uat

Zirah Uhh(: ; thnx fer th bloggie email *winks

qee. ; thnx babe *smilessssss

saturday nite
brk up with adib .
damn sad luhhs ..

thn go little india therr eat pure komalas luhhs .
damn delicious .
hahhs .
got home ard 11 pm (?)
liddat lorhhs .
sleep .
kana woke up by mummy .
bath and changed .
leave hse arg 7.15 am (?)
go changi .
at changi village therr .
saw daddy frens all arrived liao .
take a bite .
eat a porridge .
thn walk over to th ferry terminal thn take boat to pulau ubin .
damn bumpy cn th water .
scary siols (!)

reach liao ..
rent a bike ..
i take th most expensive bike .
$12 wan .
while th rest like $5-$8 wann .
my wan ishh th new mountain bike .
th sit ishh cushion and quite tall .
me like ehs !
hahha .
cycle at therr fer a long tyme ..
i even cried cuz my legs were like burning from cycling .
leave th place ard 6.00 pm (?)
thn take boat bck .
saw ice cream man .
mommy blanja all th children .
not quite all luhhs .
i buy mocha chips .
okeyhh luhhs th taste .
go geylang to eat .
while eating fion sms me ,
monday morning find her .
hahhs .

photos upload on th nxt post .
i wan edit its .
byes loves .
and yea .
schh wad superduper borinkkkk

hello readers .
just got back from jp with mom and bro .
saw my auntie at NTUC .
did not noe tht my auntie was Ridhaufi mother siols .
thn i tell my mom tht Ridaufi is in same sch as me ,
but he did not noe me .
hahas .
thn his mother says tht we like sepupu .
shocked siols (!)
i saw hym smile or laugh .
dunnoe luhhs .
hahha .
tk tawu siols dier sepupu aku .
if liddat i should not be MALU to hym wad if i saw hym at sch .
rite (?)

my mom tell me tht ,
hari rayer evertyme go his hse .
but i seems not to notice hym .
i noe he has a sis ,
i tink this year sec 4 ?
i find her quite familiar .
but did not brood over it tht much .
so ..
theyy are my sepupu uhh .
still cnt believe it manxz

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superduper true manxz

hellos .

2dayy schh end early .
12.30 pm (?)
went to shop fer ahwhile fer amalina .
thn 1 pm (?)
chiong-ed to ireena hse fer th celebrations .
gt 2 things ,
hypershine lipgloss 1 set consive of 8 lipgloss .
and elf blusher .
thn loads uhh !
*happy*

2.30 pm (?)
went home ,
get changed went to lot 1 with Ireena .
i onlyy bring $25 .
so poor liao ehs .
need to scrimp up some money .
but purple contact lens .
sunday outing with ireena gonna wear it .
so $15 gone .
left with $10 + (?)
buy snacks thn slacked at hardcourt ,
to meet up with kristle .
play vb with them .
i like kisiao siol !
cnt keep tossing da balls (?)
till i angry . (!)
pictures will be uploaded soon (.)

IREENA MOM AND DAD ARE BACK IN TH SINGAPORE FROM USA .
DAMN HAPPY .
2MORRO AFTER SCHH GOT CELEBRATION .
IREENA MOM AND DAD BOUGHT ME ALOT OF STUFF ,
AS IT ISH CHEAP .
UHH !
LOVED THEM LOADS LEHHS .
FOTOS OF TH STUFF WOULD BE PUT UP 2MORRO .
TO SHOW EU WAD I GT .
=DDDDDD

Overdue pictures
gettin sick and tired of schh
leg pain
no new songs tht i like
i have no luck man
i just gt home from jp
go home with amalina
changed
meet up with ireena ,
take 154 to jp .
buy eyeshimmer and slingbag fer outings .

100 post liao lehhs .
ferst tyme siols .
my blog reached 100 post .
seriously my old bloggie all like less thn 20 ,
thn die liao ?!
ehs !
hahha .
2morro me and adib 1 mthns sheyy .
he this tyme promised me he be picking me up to go schh with me nahhs .
oso picking me up .
*grining*

Meet up with Ireena at her block therr .
go jurong point .
drink starbucks .
she blanja me siols .
cuz she th one who wants to go to jp .
thn i happy lorhhs .
thnx besties !
i luvved eu damn loads lehhs .

slacked at jp fer only less thn 1 hour .
managed to buy "i loved my girlfy" tshirt .
me and ireena bought 2gather .
hahhs .
reached home ard 3 liddat .
bro and mom keep msging me .
binget siols akurhh .
i noe luhhs when to go home .

ouhhs yeas .
going out later to meet up with ______

tags rply .

Natasha ; done sweetstuff .

knnbccpkmk ; oi ! aku nyer besties , nk kpoyhh ker tknk ,
asl kaw nk sebok .
kater besties perr .
and yes ireena rite .
i aint a pure malay okeyhhs .
buat per aku nk amek gambar ngan jacket .
asal kaww nk kpohh sgnt ?
maner tawu kaw punn tk ttp aurat .

ireena ; hahs . chill beb

schh 2dayy normal .
bought along my name puncher .
ppl saw it keep asking me to lend thm .
fulermakk !
tkt siols nk kasihh drg pingjam .
haishh ..
shamm ..
tok to me 2dayy tht ppl ader hal ngan aku .
aku punn tk tawu .
thn he oso say about my bby .
"mataer kaw bdk teck whye ehs"
thn i sayy no luhhs .
bdk ITE bukit batok .
thn he sayys
"wait ehs"
luhhs .
i oso dunnoe luhhs .
trying to call bby .
he still in schh .
aiseyhhmanxzxz .

ADI sister ishh such a nuisance manxzxz .
she sucks to th core lorhhs .
act big fuck uhh gurl tu .
its all thnx to her tht i nearly brkup with adi .
but thnx to adi i did not .
i decided to giv adi a chance .
adi tell me ,
why bcuse of his sister tht we argue ?
ehs !
mmng btol luhhs .
adik kaw act cam bdk maner nyerr big fuck .

when to sch portal to do online hmrk .
veryy bored .
check th gallery still no foto of th camping .
i gt some fotos inside fone .
but cnt upload ,?
smthing wrong with blogger 2dayy .

tags rply

ireena ; thnx babe , eu rock !

youknowwhoiamrite ; ermm .. thnx ?

#$%^ ; thnx fer tagging .
i dunn really care whether im sexy ornort .
and yea , bfore eu make a judgement .
maybe eu should look at urself through th mirror closely ferst .
=D

ytd ,
go fishing with famalies and some soccer families .
shiock sheyy no ants mosquitoes .
wadever .
reached changi ard 10 pm .
leave there ard 4 am .
go eat at some shop .
reached home ard 6 am .
sleep and bathed .
woke up at 1 pm .

thn no plans 2dayy
mommy and daddy went out to go shopping .
they nvr alowed me scared they will go home late .
haishh

hellos !
bck from camp .
tired alr .
arms and legs are badly sore like hells ehs !
i will start updating about ferst on 6 jan okeyhs ?

6|1|09
------
morning ,
wake up ,
go bath ,
and changed .
someone sms me when i was tying up my hair .
i dunn who ishh from .
so i just ignored it luhhs .
reached schh ..
saw amalina .
thn sit down parade square .
lessons were borinkk !
as usual kn ?
music was kinda okeyh .
saw some clips .
but th camping seniors keep disturbing us .
hahha .
some names were being call out by th seniors ,
to settle some camping stuff .
i was one of them .
gahh !
go out do some paper work ,
wait fer fiee to finish th paper work .
thn rush bck to th class .
class sitting arrangement has been change .
cnot sit with girlgirl ,
boyboy .
pfft off manxzxz ..
i need to sit with deva .
like seriously manxzxz ..
i deserved to be sitting with someone else bside deva .
damn angry with mr lui sia .
after schh .
call my mom at th garden in da schh ,
tell her tht i go home late .
go outside schh .
call abhy find me .
she be late .
zhi lin came bck to sch to buy number 1 tshirt ,
she ask me go in to buy fer her ,
cuz she wearing slippers .
hahhas .
but i cnt meeting abhy .
then hor !
she go ask my yeo th student to buy fer her .
hahhs .
funny siol .
thn i ask zhilin accompany me meet abhy .
thn need wait fer abhy long tyme .
so just slacked outside schh at th busstop .
abhy havent arrived .
maya and syuk wan meet me outside my schh .
i say i cnt lehhs .
i meeting abhy .
so they says mondays meet me outside my sch .
but i nt comfirmed lorhs .
she wan meet me fer wad sia !
abhy arrived !
like finnaly siols !
passed her smthing ,
take bus 99 with zhilin .
thn reached home ard 4.30 pm .
bck some stuff into my camping bag thn go chillecks with irrena until late .

7|1|09
------
ferst day of camp .
daddy sent me to sch .
meetup with rushdaa they all .
amalina did not come .
nvr tell teacher .
so cher makred her as truancy manxzxz .
fck amalina luhhs .
i am in grp 5 with ,
with my besties .
our student leaders .
kak aqit and anup .
instructer ,
redhemsem .
xome on luhhs .
we all call hym tht .
not only me okeyhs .
ferst day of camp .
more then 12 km of hike .
from bukit timah reseivoir to McRhichies reservoir .
paisehh dunnoe how to spell .
kill me plz .
damn tired .
half way sick while on th track .
i cried .
some ppl help me to carry my stuff and help me th cope with the pain .
thnx guys .
our tracking instructer ,
kristan .
very cute and hesem guy .
help me oso .
he ask me and rushdaa to be infront to lead th grp .
cuz i was all th way at th bck .
my stomoch very pain mahhs .
so yeas .
ard 4 or 5 km .
therrs a slope .
i nearly fell .
thn god i did not .
but still gt slope .
but unluckily me .
i fell while rushdaa trying to pull me down th slope ,
thn i slide .
i was bleeding alot .
but not pain luhhs .
kristan call th first-aider .
waliaos .
th first-adier run so fast manxzxz .
hahha .
thn th other grp like catching up with us .
i was so paisehh !
theyy all look at me and i luagh like mad .
keep closing my face sia .
lols seriously manxzxz .
thn keep continueing th journey lorhhs .
reached th machriches th high bridge .
me and rushdaa .
keep shouting like crazy cuz th boys infront keep cwinging th brigde .
ouhh yea ,
did i mention ,
i cried th whole high brigde walk ?
scary siols .
finished th hike liao .
play some games with kristan .
funfun !!
thn bus come .
sit with adinah .
thn have dinner .
chillecks fer awhile .
night walk lehhs .
funnfun .
keep clossing my eyes and look down .
dunn wan to see wad i hope no to see luhhs horhs .
reached some field .
fion lied down on my lap .
she like my nuer ehs !
hahha .
geldon keep disturbing me and fion .
keep throwing grass at fion ,
keep punching me .
hahha pain siols !
nabehh !

8|1|09
------
nth much happen ,
wake up damn early !
bath !
eat ,
play some games ,
high elements .
i cried once agn .
scary manxzxz .
zhilin gt stuck while on th flying fox .
she cried oso .
i tink luhhs .
need to be evacuate .
zhilin whole body very numb .
campfire ,
fun .
daddy and mommy came .
wave to thm luhhs of coz .
thn go have supper .
sleep .

9|1|09
------
nth happen .
do area cleaning thn go home .
mommy fetched me from schh .
wan take taxi .
but th 99 came so many at 1 go ,
so just take bus lorhs .
go home .
bathed ,
go have spaggeti ,
change clothes thn go shengshiong .
buy stuff over $100 ++ lehhs .
meet daddy at KFC taman jurong .
thn go home 2gather .
heavy stuff ,
good thing gt car .
hehhes .
=DD

Tags Rply

♥Naddy ; hahha okeyhh .
i wont babe .
=D

knnbccbpkmk ; ehs sundal !
aku ader ckp ke yg aku sexy ?
tkder kn ?
kaw tkder keje ehs nk carik psl ?
aku tk buat aper aper ngan kaw kn ?
sial !

bck from camp like finnaly .
3 days 2 nyte was a hell dayy fer me manxzxz ..
seriouslyy sia !

and yea ,
will b update when i have th tyme ..
now veryy tired .
i oso veryy xin ku ehs !!

Tags Rply !

Tags Rply

JokerZz ; hahha =D

knnbccbpkmk ; hahha , attention seekers ke per ?
aku gemok ?
aku tk kesah ehs .
aku biler pkai baju tube itu aku pkai jaket ahh gurl .
aku ttp aurat okeyhhs .
jgn nk step ahh .

Tags rply

tags rply here from now on ,
Ireena ; haha compo sheyy .
JokerZz ; yup , why ?

1st Day Of Schh

warning lost post ahead .
ahh ..
havent gt th tyme to update about my ferst day of sch yea ?
so im updatting nw luhhs .

woke up at 5.15 am
bby call mie .
he hymself says he pekak in th mornin luhhs .
thn woke up alr ,
giv bby directions .

mom bought a burger ,
reheat it .
brush my teeth ,
wash my face .
thn go to th dining table eat burger .
finish eating alr ,
i bath .

by th tyme i finish bathin liao ,
th tyme ishh 5.45 am .
bby call me agn .
i put on clothes ,
took a hell alot of tyme to do my hair .
fringe smakin pendek uhh babe|dude .
put on socks ,
thn put on shoes ,
thn i take my $7 ,
thn i slm my mommy .
thn i call bby .

dier dh trun MRT .
he sms me agn ard 5 min later ,
he say he reach my place alr .
thn i say where he ,
he sayy infront 207 ,
thn i sayy uhh !?
207 ,
i 206 ehs !!
i kinda late alr ,
took 99 .
tell hym to meet me at juying itself .
he dunnoe wherr it is .
so once agn i gave hym directions mahhs .
thn he sayy okeyh .
thn i call hym.
dh smpai ?
he sayy dh .
dpan shell kn ?
thn i sayy uh !?
shell ?!
th only shell i noe ishh fion hse therr .
so i tell hym to take bus agn .
waloas ,
bby trn kt wesgroove luhhs .
thn i tell hym asl ?
thn he tell me tht cuz he saw grps of ppl trun mahhs .
haiyorhhs !!
hahah
thn i inside schh alr ,
so i tell hym to take 242 from westgroove to jp .
while he on th bus ,
he saw juying sec ,
but he noes i in schh alr .
so yea ,
now he noe wherr my schh ishh .

in schh ferst person i saw ishh amalina lorhhs .
miss her like damn loads .
ohwell ..
she forgiv me and i forgive her .
hahha
go to th garden therr sit down and chillecks .

saw natasha .
OMG she so cute sial !!
saw syafiqah ,
hahha
she nvr change lehhs .
good lehhs .
hahha
i ask her ,
who ishh out teacher ,
thn she tell me MR albert liu .
thn ,
I say ; uhh !? lui ?
She say ; tkslh uhh .
I say ; yg gmok tu ?
She Say ; i tink so uhh .
I say ; yg muker cacat tu ?
She say ; tkslah uhh .

hahha ouhh man Mr lui ..
i hate hym manxzx .
suker shout kt class mcm giler babi gitu uhh .
thn flag raising saw sec 1 ,
cam mepeks gytu sials .
minah stepping punn aderr .
blueks luhhs ehs .
thn in class ..
sat with Jennyfer .
Natasha must sit with Amalina ,
cuz therr no more place to sit liao wad .
hahha she keep turning to us saying .
"asal aku kener dudduk ngan dier"
thn me and Jennyfer kekkek terok siols xD

Thn recess .
chillecks at th vending therr with alot of ppl .
went to parade square thn go up to hall .
ouhh yea ,
1 hr 30 minutes of hell in therr .
sit down pain uhh !!
mcm nk maki siols kuat kuat .
thn finish liao ,
amalina , i , rushdaa
when to th toilet to check out my smses .
bby at queentown buying stuff .
thn go ITE to see th schh i tink luhhs .
Nabila sms me ,
tell me tht she would be late ,
she meet me with her besties ,
rashidah [ i tink ]
and her boyfie , rahim
hahha .
she so cute manxz .
Fion on fridayy oso siao lerr alr .
haha .
thts all lorhhs .
bye !

Self Obsessions

cut my fringe , nt happy with it

my second cut fringe ,

not happy with it really

Enjoy th fotos

My Countdown Celebrations ♥

Hello
Shall start this post from 311208 kaes ?
When to see fireworks at marina barage
Leave hse arnd 5 pm /plus liddat
Reach JP at 5 .30 pm /plus
Buy some food and can drinks .
Saw my old besties .
Syahirah .
0uhh i miss her damn much manxzxz .
Haven see her fer ard 4 mthns alr lorhhs .
Thn met up with Cik jija familia
bfore heading at marina barage
Hell man
Not many ppl were therr lorhhs .
But at 9pm liddat almost th grass were cover siols !!
brought 3 spray can at therr .. cuz oso gt like mini pasar mlm luhhs .
and yeas ,
hell !!
1 spray can cost ard $3
damn ex siols !
bought 3 only luhhs .
THE FIREWORKS WERE BOGUS
lil bit fotos only .
Enjoy !
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