2010

less than 9 hours and it will be new year , a brand 2010 :)

40 minutes left before i need to head down to work =.=
going to party hard tonight baby :)
fireworks , boomboombooooooooooooom !

im really drop dead tired . i want to sleep but i can't due to something .
what am i suppose to do ?

let see , met up with fion lau just now , bought her bag , so nice , buying the same as her this friday :)

okok , bye =.=

blue ?

a quick post before i meet fion
a girl/guy name blue ? who are you ?

i hate it

hello minah/matreps :)

working tomorrow :) so happy , after 4 days of not working , finally i can work :)
my mc still not over , but im in tiptop shape so i decided to go ahead :)

today was a totally mendak day for me :(
woke up at noon ; on laptop while in bed
surf for latest buzz on allkpop , saw interesting stuff :)
watch a movie called 'punch lady' a 2 hour long movie , thumbs up :) bravaaaaa ......
the movie ended around 3.45pm ate , bathe
on laptop again , watch starking ep 146 :) they did michael jackson tribute :)
slept till 9pm . woke up , cooked , ate and here i am .

try doing this everyday , you will get used to it :)

i learned that eating the same food everyday will make you more fatter , try eat different food everyday :) im trying too :(:(

i <3 no one

hello darling :)
sorry for not blogging yesterday , was too tired . slept early yesterday :)
let see , what i do yesterday
hmm ...
i went to orchard with my parents excluding brother plus my grandma uncle & aunties :)
ouhh , kecohkecoh !

this 2 days , i have been eatingg mcspicy set meal , ouhh !
i need to starve myself :)

hello darling :)

school opening school and i have yet to get out of the holiday mood , how ?
list i still not done ;
- buying school shoes
- buying school bag
- school accessories
- do my homework

see ? still lots of stuff to be done , not to you , but to me :(

i fell inlove with a stranger :)
just now when to pasar malam at jurong west , a guy saw me as i was sitting alone waiting for my grandma to buy ramly burger . then , a guy name nashrul came and sat beside me . he talk to me asking what i've been up too & asked for my number . ape lagi kasih uhh :) hawt dude siols :)

sms-ing him right now :)

will not be working till 2nd of january , i lost my voice =.=

smoking kills

i have done such a foolish thing at such a tender age of 14 .
if i could unwind time long ago , i would tell myself not to touch that stick which cause me what i am today , thankfully i have stop doing it before it gets addicted .
i have disappointed my brother because i kept on telling him that i wont smoke till i am at the legal age of 18 , but because i kept on touching those things at home , seeing people around me smoking , why would i not get influence ? i tell myself , wanie , stop doing this foolish act before it takes over you . i have stop doing it . i will no longer touch that stick , belief me .

i have done lots of stupid things in the past , stealing , cheating , etc . i always being the 'bad one' in the family , do you know how hurt i am to be labeled as that ? it hurts alright . mom even had to help me settle the police case which only me & my mom knows . and im thankful for her cause she helped me kept a secrets from people around me .

i want to be clean and not be other people who smoke , steal , cheating , drinking all that because that is a sin , to people like me .

i hoped that if my closest ones read this , i hoped you guys understand me well , i stop it and will never do it again . i promised . cross my heart :)

drink , drank , drunk

hello humans :)
today i did my hair at ten , meet fion by 3 at Jurong point .
went to kfc back door , saw shahrul & uzair soon phyo came . smoke & smoke & smoke .
haha , went in and out of kfc , took lots of pictures . slacked at kfc took pictures some more :)

to that particular girl ; what do you mean by better stop what you doing now before i catch you . what are you trying to say to me ?

i just don't want to talk to anybody anymore
im just not in the mood yet
having moodswings nowadays due to the redlight

later at 2 meeting fion to slacked with our work clothes when work is at 4 =.=
thinking on what to do during that particular time
salary out already , me & fion quite disappointed with the salary they gave us .
ouhh well , it's a crappy job by the way :)

yesterday , was a dull day for me . i think i In-charge cashier .
doing backing up , giving them breaks , top up stuff , supply ice . too tired .
messi say
' i let you try , if you do good job i let you do again , bad job no more uh '
i also don't want be IC !

was in bad mood because of someone , and some people asking me to chill , sabar jer eh wanie .

hope that today i won't be IC , cashier is less tiring than being an IC for the day !

im not going

im not going to respect any of my cousins anymore . if it is making you fucking damn pissed off , it's making me mother fucking pissed off too !

let see , yesterday was sunday & i had an outing with my family to orchard road .
went to cathay cineleisure to watch avatar but all sold out already , my parents says next time .
i was sulking all the way , & i guess it works :)
"jom lah jln ke wheelock place , budak tu dah merajok"
that was what my mom says :)
walk to wheelock place , buy tickets for 9.30pm show . i ate macdonalds & bro ate pastamania , yums :)
show starts and ends at 12.34am to be exact .
a must see show okay ?!
was raining , so i was wet a little .
reached home at 1.30am .

i msn until 5am in the morning cuz i can't sleep . chat with some few peeps of mine and landing .

working later on and im too sleepy =.=

it's 2.23am now & im yet to be asleep .
went home with fion together , haha funny times on the bus .
a hawt guy sat between th 2 of us . he join in our conversation . i left fion alone and all 4 of them flirt with her . meeting all 4 of them soon if they decided to drop by .

have you seen fion post at facebook ? damn embarrassing =.=

tomorrow not working . yes ! salary come in , monday doing my hair :)

byes :)

you go die

hanif , sempat posing eyh ?

it's 12.40am right now when i should be sleeping .
i got work later on at 5pm to 11pm .
be happy for me , salary coming soon ! going saloon do my hair .

i hate ppl around me !

finally , i had day off on friday , all the 3 young girls not working :)

it's 1.04am now , but i will still considering it to be Thursday okay ?

let see , today i need to work by 4 , so planned to meet fion at interchange by 3.30pm , she was late 20 mins , was super mad at her . i bought myself a banding soya milk and fion honeydew ice blended . headed to back door , met up with zhilin m she today moody . ate bandito pocket with fion . ate outside , inside so cramp . then work normal lor :)

please lah guys , im not his motherfcvking girl . will you all stop your motherfcvking crap bout me and him . you guys keep teasing bout me and him , im seriously fcvk annoyed . yes ! you & you .

Arry !! biler mau jumper ? aku rindu kau luhh oi !

i am the best at keeping secrets , & im proud of it

it's 12.22am right now , today , i spent $227.60 . i still need to buy some stuff .
working in 15 hours time .

i have set my mind to that goal itself , & im going to accomplished it without any help from anyone . i got to be independent by myself right ?

i just watch new moon today , the movie was kinda of average for me , do not have that kind of awesomeness like twilight did . movies are boring right ?

date on 22 dec ? can't wait :)

& you know i miss you right mystery man ?

love , is that all ?

i guess , i made the wrong decision once again .
forgive me

i asked for work today eventhough i was not supposed to work . i was bored at home . at least , work was a little bit better than just to stay home and shake legs all day long while waiting for everybody to get home .

tomorrow , im not going to asked for work . someone bringing me out , but going to buy school books and uniforms first . i bet that i got to use my salary this time round . my school books already is like over $300 . my uniforms ? i calculate it to be less than $100 or maybe more . 2 blouses , 2 skirts , 2 tshirts , 2 shorts . my school shoes , i budget it to be less than $30 ? school bags ? dad asked me to buy those good and branded once , budget $170 and below . my last year sport bags was like $175 which i used it less than 6 months . my accessory ? less than $30 ?

let me try to calculate , there will be around $600-$700 plus ? im going to faint soon .

i have still yet to do my hair , going saloon on 22 dec , maybe with bro or with my date . *winks*

i guess , i cant shop so much on this month alone , with holidays coming to and end , i got to save up and think of the future , i should control my spending and set myself to a limit and go overboard with it . i promised :)

going on a diet :)

i really want to say thanks to that special someone .
even though i asked you to make that important decision yourslef .
i know that i could not offer any help with that & im sorry .
you sacrifice those people who loved you to me & im proud of it .
so i want to say thank you :)

im not sure whats going on with me this past 2 days , i have been emotionly up & downs all the time . i wish that all this stuff could just be gone . no body understand how i feel right now . i need to find a way to endure this kind of feeling .

i need my love ones to be right here beside me & support me in everything i do or say . i no need a person who is beside me to tell me that i made a mistake or nag me all day long . you guys should really respect my decision to it .

since me & that special someone has come to a decision , you guys may not be able to see me no more .

& ily , mystery man :)

kaninaninabeyhh !!

im so tired , just woke up . im not sure what makes me so tired right now .

im so hungry :(

today , i need to wait almost nearly 40 mins for someone =.= grr ..

had lunch first bfo' going to library to study , i have not even flip my hmwrk page . as i was going through the pages , my mind went blank . i totally forget about everythng . alermakk !!

shit manxz ! i neeed to work on sunday next week , 11-5pm . i dun want to :(

im online , chat with me okays ?

hello !! im so hungry !! now it's 12.08om and i still have not bath . eee . haha

meeting somebody at 3pm in library . he going to teach me my hmwrk . haha . dude , my mom knows tht im going with you . haha .

i just blinged my hp . i bought 2 and it's not enuff , buying tmr again . im so hungry tht i can just faint anytime , anywhere . i dont like th food tht my mom cook . tk der selerah nk mkn biler ngok tu lauk . ohh my !

when is my pay going to be in my wallet . i wanna spent till i drop again .... mkn . hehe

someone says i got bbyface . aww .. thns eh dude :) *winkswinks*

just got back from vivo and im tired like fcvk .
photos will be uploaded anytime soon .

let see , morning only a lil bit of rice plus hotdog , bathe went out by 3pm . took taxi . ate at the nasi ayam shop . spent $26.80 =.= money gone . then went to guess , bought a wallet , $40 gone off from my salary =.= . went to pets safari to find treat for my bunny , can't find . went giant found it $14.70 , bought 2 somemore =.=

slacked for ahwhile , bought 2 papabeard , ate 1 only . old chang ki popiah . sweet talk ; orea choc .

tired like fcvk took taxi , massive jam reached home $22 bucks gonee like tht .

guess what ? am munching on burger king right now . sedapppp :):)

at this rate im going , im going to be twice fatter and going to die soon ;) hohohoho

im broke now .

so , i did not meet tht guy today as i was too sleepy . slept at 4am plus =.=

going vivo later to shop .

bye

now it's 1.55am . and i still not asleep . going to landing soon .
tmr meeting somebody to settle some complicating stuff .
nice talking to eu eyh boy ?

bye

ehem ehem *looks up*
censored face uhh , muker bacen :)

samer baju plak tuu . *winks

haishh , raining so heavily , worst cuz tht makes me dun wanna go to work . boo ~~

do it chu ~

i change my playlist to super junior sorry sorry answer , so nice . the music video will come out this week , can't wait !!

im so tired feel like dying soon .
so let see ..
today , was supposed to work at 5 but ended up working at 4 thnsk to someone . met with her at th interchange bfo going to work . went trough th back door instead , first time . saw shahrul and zengyong sitting outside =.= . damn paisehh . me and fion ate th black pepper and crispy chicken , fcvk shit spicy .

workworkwork . 1 customer make me damn happy ,
"can i have a 1 set chicken with rice pls "
lawls , ahhaas , me and fion laugh so loudly can ???

tmr working again , so tired =.=

ily ahh bby

was browsing through my folder , saw this outdated photo , uploaded it as i got no new pics . so this will do .

ily xD meet up soon for a date bbyboy . although i say tht i want to forget you , i can't . see ?? no matter what we patched back kn ?? aishh

it is 12.34am now , and i still ain't asleep . ain't sleepy nor drowsy .

work was okay today . treat shakila ice cream and sky treat me , bro , zhong sheng ice cream . thnks dude :)

tmr working 5-11 . so tired .

there is a reason why i upload this pics above .
firstly , someone gave a thumbs up for it m and secondly , i lost my S necklace the one im wearing in th picture above . im so sad . i bought it for $15 . can someone buy it for me ?? i always wear it around my neck , but i don't know where it went to . help me :(

i will sure love you to th maxzx if you bought a brand new for me :)

i got a lot of stuff on my list to be completed . a lottttt of stuff :)

do you guys miss me ? :) well someone did miss me :)

let see , friday , back to basic training . ate at kfc with fion and zhilin th food ain't free . and faizal ate some of my cheesy fries . boo you :)
then went to work , a lil bit late though .

sat , work was normal . time passed by so slow ...
boring day for me . i want to slack so badly nowadays .
keep on bumping into ppl . sorry
my pay is up . so happy ! buying lots of stuff . firstly th laptop we bought that me and my bro combined our salary . bro wanted to buy a mini want , so gotta save money also for him . mom wanted us to combined our salary again so that we can buy another laptop for home used . so that means i have my own laptop , bro has his , and another one for home use . gotta save . it's okay , slowlyslowly .

today going bedok soon to hangout . im thinking of whether to go or not . should i ??
so tired . i want to sleep !

&& i met someone new :)

a quick post bfo' i left th house

niari a lil bit mendak .
a baby is crying so loudly :) aww , i miss ameerul bariq very much :(:(

i slept th whole day today and i just woke up . maybe bcuz i yesterday slept at 3am plus and up by 7am plus . can you imagine how tired i am ??

it's almost going to be our 1 year of knowing each other . i cant denied it , but i still miss you a lot dude . when was the last time we had our heart to heart talk ? i miss you lahh .

right now , im lying on bed and th lappy on my lap . i just bathe with my wet hair dripping on my dried clothes . my eyes going to close soon . yawn !!

annyeong :):)

i can't breathe , i can't breathe . i can't breathe , no more .
yeahhh !! i can't breathe no more . uh i can't sleep no more ...

breathe - g-dragon *whisper , someone boyfriend*

i saranghae this song a lot kays ??

im totally in love with dongwoon . ahh screams ~~

haishh . i think ytd was okay . some customer terlalu teraser dweh .

shahidah was telling me not to give that china women parts as i think she knows she die die also want that kind of parts . then th women can sense that we are toking cock bout her even though we speak malay =.= . even th manager have to settle th matter . like seriously , wtf siahh ? lu bynk teraser dweh okay ?! i hate being a cashier . my customer are seriously like motherfcvker siols . die die want that part , whatsoever lah kan . ahhh . binget dong !

kays , enuff' of this crap . i had off today and tmr . i still have a movie date to go though . ahh , that day faster come ~

im heart sick , heal me , be crazy , to let you go .
sad love song , love gone , please baby don't go far , so beast !!

what to do ?
i hate work . but i loved my new laptop :):)
be happy for me . thinking of buying a new phone soon . my phone busted already . but no money how ? my monthly salary have been washed away cuz i bought a laptop . then i need to wait on 22 december to have my second salary . should i buy a phone ? or should i do smthng bout it ????????

bathing in 30 mins time the off to work . should go arcade first . but no one to accompany me ....

bahhhhhhhhh

im back from mia ~

nw is 1244am and i not yet asleep .
i bought a laptop .
yay .

right now im hungry .
everybody is asleep .
what to do ??

i really hate my job . even sky want to quit le . but there someone there that makes me want to continue working .
haish ...
everyday got scolded just bcuz i nvr tuck in shirt properly . itu hal pun nak buat bsar . aper nie ??

yay , i could touch a laptop now . be happy for me :)

now at home , im bored . not onlining course i know he be online .

went arcade yesterday , haha , dpt jugak duit rayer . won a daisy duck :) going later again . mom gave me and bro $10 to enjoy . i hoped i won a lot this time . byes :):)

it's over bby

i don't get it why ? when i'm working , i find it too tired and i wished that i would not have work . but now when i had a 3 days off , i suddenly feel like working ? come on ebynie , apahal nie ?

saw someone facebook just now . jgn lah bergadoh lagi . krg dah berape lamer together ? lamer taws ! all i wish to you guys is , all th best alright ? cheer up :)

sorry baby , i can no longer thrust you . i hid you well enuff from surfacing you from blog and to my friends . i finally can let go out you without any doubts . so far , you are th best guy :)

you scolded my when th ring you gave me on th 151109 , lost it . it ain't my fault ! what has been done has been done . you can't unwind time baby . got a advice from someone . if i could not thrust you animore , i should let you go . thanks to that advice i decided to called it quits . for those who really wanted to know this person is ... *it's still a secrets*

i miss you baby , hoped you will drop by KFC soon like you used too .

women who can't say bye , man who can't leave

haha , like finally i get to retrived my password . i change my password . it's hard but i remember it :):)

yesterday , bfo going work had lunch at banquet with fion , zhilin & sky . i was th only malay =.=

i kept telling NuReen , i make th wrong choices . only NuReen knows :):)

went to work , sky get th very first complained by th costumer . me , zhilin & sky headed to th office to have a 'little' chat with th manager . && zheng yong was there laughing =.=

today i just need to work then tmr , thurs , fri i off . weee ~
but i sat & sun must work =.=

bye loves ,

i just change my wallpaper :)
lovin it ~

i hate you & you

dine at pizzahut yesterday with family minus brother + yana :)

bye loves ,

it's time to move on bbyboy

why am i so stupid all of th sudden ? you & you as th manager should atleast called and tell me that i am not suppose to work today . and yet , i came to work just to tired myself out is it ? what kind of attitude is that ? i still rmb clearly that you wrote

WANIE ; monday-sat ; 4-11PM

and now you change th schedules without telling me ? KNNCCB i tell you :P

i guess you really dont know me too well . it's okay thats all i need to say .

yesterday , i guess was th worst day of my life . 2 ppl were not there when that happen . good thng a lot of ppl back me up . even th manager . i wanna say thanks you . my darling was not there . only sky was there . he kept asking me to cheer up . i want to quit soon . even after you scolded me , you still want to give me a hug when i was at th corner crying ? what th hell ? i was crying my heart out . darling come work okay ?

had an ice cream after all that commotion to ease my anger . uses brother money instead of mine *cheeky*

maybe i wont be a cashier anymore . im trying to ask for other position :) wish me luck . hwaiting !

i had a fun day working yesterday with th crews . especially with sky & zhilin . we keep disturbing her by calling her ahlian ~

sky call me ahlian also :( i called him chao ahbeng in th end :) tic for tac right ?

yesterday was not even tiring for me . looks like i enjoy it for th first time ever since i was working there :) *thumbs up*

zhilin today not working , so im left with sky , cannot disturb her la already .

kaykay , stop it now . i got 1 more hour bfo' im left to work . facebook time !

congrats SHINee for wining triple crown :):)

Onew get well soon :):)

i work today although im off . th big boss is in today . ouhh what a hard time going to be . going to work at 5-11PM . tired ~

i've been working for 5 days and today i finally had off . i asked for off tmr also as i drop dead tired . i make such an important decision so young . i was so foolish bad then . i know working at that kind of environment need some sacrifices as i was a newbie . but now , good thng i had th hang of it already . you all could not scold me anymore . im so happy :) i also trying my best to get along with them as im going to work there for another 6 mthns or so . so wish me luck .

fighting !

3 days , without rice . can you survive ? well i can . i think im losing weight already :) *wide grins*

byes loves ,

every night , i kept on crying and crying as i make th wrong choice to work at th tender age . it has only been 3 days since i started working and i already fell severely ill . i lost my voice , runny nose and my whole body is totally killing me . i guess that i cant seems to adapt my working environment . i wanted to quit as soon as possible . th kfc crews are really killing me . scolding my for my littlest mistakes .

how i wish i could unwind time :(

- shit

i seriously sick today after my second day of work . maybe i cant seem to cope cause im still young ? i dont know ...

th manager is ok , but at 11pm when closed already i say i finish cleaning already . then she say go and help . i try see see all done already then she say can go home . give me a fuckin glam face .

ouhh yeahh , saw some A2 kids ytd haha . they laugh at me :) dad & mom also come to KFC , but they go to fion & zhilin counter . malu tau :(

today will be working from 3-11PM . im so tired

no title today as i cant figure it out any .

first day of work was fun . da yong(is tht his name?) helped me out today . today will be with him again . the manager says that she will give me sweets as i say him good *claps*

today will be working 5-11PM but will report early . brother maybe arnd 6PM ?

kayy got to go and bath . i very th busuk :)

- tired

i just started my work today . 4-7PM and im already as tired as i can be .

tmr i will be working from 5-11PM till closing time . good thing i got company . guess who ? haha , my brother of course . but he will come in an hour later bfo' me .

i wont be able to go facebook or go online as often bfo' . busy already .

wish me luck guys .

Aja ! Aja !

- fuck

sorry for not updating my blog :)

went back to school yesterday at 9am . shit man , if i know i will not come to school cause can check at portal . i blame ______ for not telling me :(:(

good news is that im still in A2 . but there's a lot of people will be same class as me . fuck you siahh ! damn unlucky . go away lahh .

Natasha ; kau happy kan ? kau bkn A1 ?? kau nan sharul masehh A2 . :):)

tmr going kota tinggi with my father boss to swim at waterfall :) must sleep early as i need to wake up 5am . ouhh man . hope it's great :)

&& did i mention ? i found work too . haha . be happy for me :):)

- MBLAQ

get those quotes ?

i really like them . especially , joon & mir :)
love the song "oh yeah" ! got to change that song to my playlist soon .

let see what i did for the past few days ...

Saturday night . grandparents , aunties uncles & parents , were out for rewang for my big cousin wedding . did not go as i dont like to rewang :(
so me and brother play computer till late night . i was so bored playing computer i on the DVD to watch "i love you beth cooper" the movie overall was thumbs up . cant believe that the father asked him to have sex :p i intend to wait for them till they get home . but i fell asleep as it was over 2am in the morning .

Sunday morning ; first one to bath :) as i know there will be a lot of people wanting to have their bath . so chop first . wear my baju kebaya :):) mom help me dress me up as i need to put on tube whatsoever lah .



go out of the house by 12 noon . met up the rest . alermakk ! must rewang . give out the goodies and drying and washing the cups and plates . the rest of my cousins also kena :(:(:(

met abg boyboy . he say me and i are couple as we wear same colour of clothes . he sat next to me when eating . then he asked "ader boifriend tak ?" punyer lah malu . then i go away as my mom say people will be coming then he shout at my mother , "tk leh lah . ni boyboy nyer girlfriend" lols kn . take picute also say must hug2 . :):)

picutes will be upload soon :)

- superb :)

well , im bored . so blog is the only way to fill my boredness away ~

i had a super duper hard time looking for those hot guys pictures aboove ^^ so far no new pictures has yet been upload .

i feel happy for SHINee , yesterday Music Bank , they won first place after Kim Taewoon drop down . *claps*

guess what im doing right now ? well , im playing roller coaster kingdom , cafeworld , farmville & fashion wars at the same time . how awesome is that right ? i hate it when they use real timing . i have to waste my time to wait man ! i hope that they will do something bout it :):)

"wow ! woohoo ! yahooo ~ , ka-ching ! ka-ching ! , slushhhss .... , .....=.=|| " get what i meant ? dunnoe ? too bad :(

im online right now . chat with a lot of peeps today . some people still feel sad about the class they will be going to . especially Natasha :( cheer up babe . dahh bagus tau you pergi A1 . me ? gi A3 tau ! A3 tau !! be happy for yourself . i know you can do it . fighting ! :)

i still cant get over it . there are high chance that i may go to A3 as my level position are 86|155 . how low can that be kan ? Mr Lui say i improve though . but not as hard enough . i should try harder next year . i swear to god that i will play less time on the computer and concentrate more on my studies . i really want to go to Poly so that i could show off to my parents .

in my family . between the four of us . nobody have gone to Poly ok . both of my parents stop at secondary levels . my brother ? now his in ITE . but will go Poly as he say that the teachers have high hopes on him . but i swear im going to mugg my way to Poly and University . i can do it !!!

Ebynie HIMNAE !

- im back

you know it , im back as promised :)

i dont wish to update it day by day for the past two weeks just like how i used to do . mind me yeah ?

finally , school is over . haha , actually schools end yesterday but mine was way before on tuesday i officially marked my last day of school :) nie case namer nyer pemalas kan ?

no need to wake up 5.30am anymore lahh .. happy :) i now can sleep late , even better .. no need sleep also can . panda eyes getting more bigger than :)

intend to find work . at jurong west there saw a "student wanted " sign .. went in but they want a boy :( so damn pathetic right ? come on lahh , girls can do whatever boys can do okay ?

noticed that i changed my playlist to KARA - Mister . their butt dance is so damn awesome :) did not managed to find B2ST - bad girl song at mixpod :(

today ;
parent teacher meeting day , brother went with me . crap at busstop all the way to school . mr lui says that im too pampered :):):) he says i improve on my MT . *claps* :)

after ptm , went to take 241 to go pioneer MRT station to lakeside . bought lapao nasi lemak :)

i'm very bored right now , thus this over react , hyper post :)
im so madddddd .....

going out later . nobody at home . weeeee :):):)

- flaming charisma , Choi Minho

will be back whenever , i promised :)

- Beast

i will go MIA till further notices . will reply tags though :)

- ring ding dong

Super Junior M is awesome ;)

yeah , got my wish of skipping school today .
reasons ; coughing , lame =.=

someone msg me why i never come school , say i was lazy , gave me a shagged face . fuck you !

i cant seems to find my ideal blogskins ,
got my song though ; noona you so pretty .

i want to makan now

- fucked

finally no more exams already ;)

i waste my $5.80 on a tiny smally paintbrush =.=

should i change my skins ? my playlist is spoiled . that webbie is also spoiled . should try again now ?

SHINee new song , ring dong dong is nice .
me like , me like .

should i skip school tomorrow ?
i wish i can ; make an excuse bitch .

i makan KFC ; just now
im hungry again ; cooked some food then .

ok , enough of this typo , you are like following somebody .
Kay stop , henti !

the defination , im bored

- yearning for you

ignore my shagged face =.=

finally today was the last day for written paper . tomorrow art . luckily done my prep work ;)

im going out later to jurong point to buy a piece of small paintbrush =.= maybe i go out at 3 ? see my mood ;(

my body injuries start to act up again . i lost the ailment . how ?

today went home with syafiq and saman . a quarell broke out between saman and afiq M . tuu lahh . insult , skrang aper citer ?

okok , fine going to bathe now .

- who are you ?

just a few pics . others will upload somewhere ;)

i change my blog link , & i think this really suit me dont ya ? anyway . 2 more papers then exam ended . im happy ! been receiving stress a lot and i thank god that it is finally over . Amin !

cant type much now . my youtube ...

- fun

what can i say ? i had a blast last week . i get to study , raya outing with friends , going causeway point , vivocity , malaysia . it was awesome .

wednesday ;
went to causeway point to search for an outfit . had late lunch at pastamania . the food seriously suck . my standard are high . bought 2 piece of cheer you up . 1 slogan tee . mom buy 2 piece of slogan tees . went home by taxi .

thursday ;
studied -
did nothing .

friday ;
went home by 8.30am . reached home bathed ~ change . met up with rushdaa at jurong point . went to pioneer mall meet fiee , syafiqah , natasha . went to fiee house . ate nasi ayam . sedaapp dokk !! wait for the boys to come before heading to next house . i stop following them after they are done with my house . went down to vivocity with mom and yana . ate a lot . bought a guess handbag . veryy cuutteee ....

saturday ;
bathe by 10am . intended to go watch surrogates by atlas dad came home , went to malaysia . ate mcdonalds . food sucks , water sucks . everything sucks .

sunday ;
did nothing , stay home studied - clever .

today ;
after school lunched ; nathaniel , rushdaa & me
ate ; craypot rice , nice ;)

lecture from mom and dad sucks . i cant eat that , cant eat this . what the hell ?

- aegyo

i think i feel great today . feeling much better than the day before . doctors say i got migraine because im too stressed out budak pndai lahh kn ?

today was awesome . LIT was awesome . poor amalina cried twice today just because she need to stay back for not completing her maths homework . i don't care though ;)

i hate R , A , J they all . first of all R kept messaging me all morning , never reply cause its irritating . J kept on asking me question when im doing my homework .
"syaz ...."
"diam lah aku nk buat homework"
"alehhh ..."
totally the mepeks

ahhhhh !
byes,

-thingsaregoingdifferently

whattodo ? whattodo ?
im still in bad shape . i suffering from light migraine . im still young and fresh got migraine . going doctor on monday after i take the exams already .

brother ITE friends just got back . hahha , they sang a little . cute ;)
im going to die now .

bye,

-youandiboth?

ohh great ! i sick now . exams are here and i fell sick . what could be more worst than these ?

yesterday was the first paper . was totally sick but still managed to go to school . budak baik lah kirekan . running nose and coughing here and there all the way . gone to see doctor with mom after school though .

suppose to go to swimming today . but i fell sick so the trip is cancel ;( i do not have the appetite to eat ;) slept the whole day . headache now . going to eat medicines now .

byes,

-unforgettabletruth
today school is quite awesome . had a few giggles here and there . when home with some of the malay kids . a lot of happening

update bit by bit

byes ,

-lachalachatata

i think i'm currently suffering from depression . i go crazy yesterday like a mad cow . why must you force me into doing things i don't want to ?

love -
i'm not going to search for guys anymore , it's not the right time yet . i don't want like how my previous relationship with adib end . no words no nothing . it sucks right ? imisshim so very much

school -
sucks as always . but i've been paying attention in class a lot lately . maybe it's because EOY around the corner ? going to mug real hard for it .

life -
sucks ! i'm really depressed . going see counselor soon about family matter .

i'm still have not spent my hari raya money . still thinking of what to buy . maybe keeping inside my bank ? maybe buy stuff . thinking ...

i got to go now .
byes,

sungminnie is awesome

i dont have a time to blog anymore ! everybody has been getting on my nerve .
that bitch
that bitch
that bitch !

to someone , please do not think it's you if it is not you
itu kau punyer problem . aku nie sebagai kawan kau sudah tolong kau banyak kali . biler dorang cakap nama kau ajer , kau dahh melalak . kau suruh aku teman kau balik . sampai sanggup tau aku buang mase aku hantar kau kat busstop kau ingat aku free sangat per ? kau ader rahsia ke problem ke . jangan pergi kat aku . kau sendiri tahu aku nyer mulut . yes i cant keep a certain secret . and ye , betol aku pecah kan rahsia kau . sekarang aku punyer pasal ah dorang marah kau ? save it lah ehk malas nak entertain . saper suruh kau blang aku ?
memang betol aku blang kau yang N ngan aku tak rapat tapi setakat untuk bobal kau kater aku nan dier dah rapat ? it's mine problem if i wanna talk to her so stay out of it . aku pun tak rapat nan kau lah eyh . aku step bobal nan kau ajer . so dont think that im am your friend J . kau baru tahu perangai dier cam gitu ? hahah bagus lah . aku dah lamer eyh tahu . she scold you i don't want to her you . i say my peace .

(look up)
so long right ? sorry if dont understand . dont be kpo :x
i got to go now . bye

crying ? crying is what i'm borne with
this few days been crying like there's no way to get out of it
sensitive ? yes , you should know well
all you say sorry ? you sincerity is not needed
thank you

totally not in the mood . i told mom that i don't want to celebrate much this year , due to the stress i'm having right now . i may black out anytime soon now . just don't know when .

yesterday , when i 'm going home , walked in the rain . feels that my anger has all gone out . was all wet , still i was in awe . should try it sometime anytime now .

i don't want to blog anymore . i want to get it of my shoulders as i kept on wondering when i should update and what post i'm going to update about .

i had problems with friends . reflection period yesterday , wrote all the hatredness in the journal so the teacher himself will know what happening to me .

getting dizzy spells nowadays too . i feel like killing myself . and i don't think i have the guts to do it . but if i'm am driven to the corner , i will . no choice . i don't want to leave no more .

yesterday , so many things happen . i want to run away from home just because i had a fought with my auntie . my grab hold of me to just ignore the comments . she to stand by me .
makcik makcik aku semua otak mampos . even both of my parents say that . my father side of cause .

i'm not sure what to say . all the things i say had been written down .
take your time to read . maybe it's my last post

goodbye and takecare
loves,

hpmm ... what did i do yesterday ? ahh yes , i went to jurong east to do my ez-link card . must pay $28 . money flew away . i now in my pocket left around $2 . see , im poor .

me and NUYUUN held a planning to go break fast together as a cuzzy . we all agreed to bring Kitt . but Kitt no money so i wont force her . i asked my dad for permission . and he say "gasak kau lah adik" hahha gerek ke per ? since NUYUUN had no problem with it as she got freedorm . but i still do not know where to go . Jurong Point ? hpmm .

bye

you guys know him ? he not in 2PM already . he quit cause he cant take it anymore by the anti's . he gone back to Seattle . going to miss him :(

yesterday , for breaking fast i bought MacDonald . McSpicy as usual ;) go home to find my lovely brownies all eaten by my monstrous brother . i cried of cause . eat finished . yana came over to grandma house bake brownies together . simply delicious !

today for sahur , only me , yana and fadil wake up . the rest sleep like there's no tomorrow . from 11.30PM till 3.45AM i cant sleep . im anaemic ! i woke up first of cause =.= prepare the dishes . woke up yana and fadil next . thanks yana for cleaning the dishes . then until 7.00AM i fell asleep . 10.00AM woke up . i cant seem to sleep well . not sure why .



not forgetting Kyuhyun and Heechul imnida(its)
they look similar . kyuhyun becoming more matured and handsome already ;)

i loved this picture so much can ? until i upload it twice in blog ;)

so yea , today wake up at 10.30am . on comp . clean my lens case . and start baking brownies . grandma , maid and brother say it very nice . im the only one that fast today . the rest are not . i want to break it , but mom does not allowed . going to make another batch later on ;)

going polyclinic later . brother is sick , kept on vomiting and shitting . get well soon cause i don't want to fast alone ! nanti aku pula kena buka seseorang sahaja . kesian kan aku sedikit lah . boleh ?

i still have not done any of my homework . will start tomorrow . but i don't feel like doing it . my grades has drop tremendously and yet i have this kind of atrocious attitude of me being not studying ? it's ok . i need time to settle my attitude .

byes

i almost cried my heart out when i saw this picture above^^ , find out why ;)

annyeong !

i think i sick today , i have a gastritis problems & sore eyes . damn , i hate it when i'm sick during the holidays like this .

why youtube nowadays very slow ? i can't seems to watch at one go . i'm now pausing the video to let it load finish . waste my time only :(

bye