I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not .

currently hearing let's not by super junior on itunes
the song make me want to cry and it bring back memories from the past

finally a 2 days break for me to relax
i blame my parents for making me go tuition during weekends
can't they see it's time for me to relax ?
want to go out also very hard for me

october 23rd going to Korean Pop Concert 2010 with big brother
even though i don't have the money to buy
will pay him back when i start working
high chances i will be going back to NYNY JP
NYNY Lot 1 is full so brother asked me join back at NYNY JP
it's okay though
near grandmother house , so it still okay

next week only 4 days of school
3 days of studying

i'm tired
i need strength

his whisper is the lucifer

just join tourism club as my cca
along with suriani , aishura , yiawen , izza and amalina
jiwaaa laa kate kan

been avoiding somebody , but where ever i go he's there
come on dude , it's school
because of H sayings , i have been avoiding
it's way awkward between us
sorry

my boyfriend is lee sung min

been sick nowadays
ebynie , you can't be sick right now !
you need strength and endurance the most now !
fighting !

been taking care of this prince nowadays
i can't even bear to leave him for 1 minute
good thing he only leave next door
will i be able to see him again once i moved back at boon lay ?
will he remember me ?
i've been seeing him since he was 9 months
celebrated his first and second birthday
i treat him as my own child , in fact .

i got migraine
waiting for my mom to bring me to the doctor later on
i want to cry , seriously
if only you knew how much i love you

it's midnight

did not go for tuition today
i'm too tired

this few days been window shopping with izza
i want to do it again
i love it

second day of fasting , i made it
endurance is what i need the most now instead of strength
getting the hang on how life works nowadays
someone will never failed to make me smile and that is ryanjay :)

fasting month is just tomorrow .
selamat bulan ramadhan :)

why nowadays i keep arguing with my friends ?
i still need strength .

this year national day celebration at school was not awesome . no performances for the upper sec . that sucks ! so i just sat down in the canteen to talk to few people , that's all .
skip tuition today , but i will make up up tomorrow :)

have an early sleep guys

having hard time
hope time would heal the wounds

memang sial aah kau . aku taak cari pasal ngan kau , kau cari pasal ngan aku . buat kelakaa pe ? siul aah , gare-gare kau , untuk aku jadi kawan ngan die daa akward siul . sekarang , die blocked aku , aku blocked die . sekarang main blocked blocked aah ni ? mepek siul !

perangai macam budaak kecil . mahuu attention aje dari orang lain . taakdee keje siaak kau -.-

someone advice me not to admire him , wonder why .
i hope that i won't be making any wrong choice
i'm not the kind of person who give up ever so easily .

so just now i study for 2 hours . mom decided to bring me to kfc to have breakfast . after that went to RED2 to buy some dress and clothes . spend $150 there . 1 dress and 3 tops . mom was kinda annoyed with me because it's her birthday and i spent her money . so for spending her money , my punishment was not being able to buy NF jeans :(

today mom birthday , gonna have a great time with family !

bye