2010

less than 9 hours and it will be new year , a brand 2010 :)

40 minutes left before i need to head down to work =.=
going to party hard tonight baby :)
fireworks , boomboombooooooooooooom !

im really drop dead tired . i want to sleep but i can't due to something .
what am i suppose to do ?

let see , met up with fion lau just now , bought her bag , so nice , buying the same as her this friday :)

okok , bye =.=

blue ?

a quick post before i meet fion
a girl/guy name blue ? who are you ?

i hate it

hello minah/matreps :)

working tomorrow :) so happy , after 4 days of not working , finally i can work :)
my mc still not over , but im in tiptop shape so i decided to go ahead :)

today was a totally mendak day for me :(
woke up at noon ; on laptop while in bed
surf for latest buzz on allkpop , saw interesting stuff :)
watch a movie called 'punch lady' a 2 hour long movie , thumbs up :) bravaaaaa ......
the movie ended around 3.45pm ate , bathe
on laptop again , watch starking ep 146 :) they did michael jackson tribute :)
slept till 9pm . woke up , cooked , ate and here i am .

try doing this everyday , you will get used to it :)

i learned that eating the same food everyday will make you more fatter , try eat different food everyday :) im trying too :(:(

i <3 no one

hello darling :)
sorry for not blogging yesterday , was too tired . slept early yesterday :)
let see , what i do yesterday
hmm ...
i went to orchard with my parents excluding brother plus my grandma uncle & aunties :)
ouhh , kecohkecoh !

this 2 days , i have been eatingg mcspicy set meal , ouhh !
i need to starve myself :)

hello darling :)

school opening school and i have yet to get out of the holiday mood , how ?
list i still not done ;
- buying school shoes
- buying school bag
- school accessories
- do my homework

see ? still lots of stuff to be done , not to you , but to me :(

i fell inlove with a stranger :)
just now when to pasar malam at jurong west , a guy saw me as i was sitting alone waiting for my grandma to buy ramly burger . then , a guy name nashrul came and sat beside me . he talk to me asking what i've been up too & asked for my number . ape lagi kasih uhh :) hawt dude siols :)

sms-ing him right now :)

will not be working till 2nd of january , i lost my voice =.=

smoking kills

i have done such a foolish thing at such a tender age of 14 .
if i could unwind time long ago , i would tell myself not to touch that stick which cause me what i am today , thankfully i have stop doing it before it gets addicted .
i have disappointed my brother because i kept on telling him that i wont smoke till i am at the legal age of 18 , but because i kept on touching those things at home , seeing people around me smoking , why would i not get influence ? i tell myself , wanie , stop doing this foolish act before it takes over you . i have stop doing it . i will no longer touch that stick , belief me .

i have done lots of stupid things in the past , stealing , cheating , etc . i always being the 'bad one' in the family , do you know how hurt i am to be labeled as that ? it hurts alright . mom even had to help me settle the police case which only me & my mom knows . and im thankful for her cause she helped me kept a secrets from people around me .

i want to be clean and not be other people who smoke , steal , cheating , drinking all that because that is a sin , to people like me .

i hoped that if my closest ones read this , i hoped you guys understand me well , i stop it and will never do it again . i promised . cross my heart :)

drink , drank , drunk

hello humans :)
today i did my hair at ten , meet fion by 3 at Jurong point .
went to kfc back door , saw shahrul & uzair soon phyo came . smoke & smoke & smoke .
haha , went in and out of kfc , took lots of pictures . slacked at kfc took pictures some more :)

to that particular girl ; what do you mean by better stop what you doing now before i catch you . what are you trying to say to me ?

i just don't want to talk to anybody anymore
im just not in the mood yet
having moodswings nowadays due to the redlight

later at 2 meeting fion to slacked with our work clothes when work is at 4 =.=
thinking on what to do during that particular time
salary out already , me & fion quite disappointed with the salary they gave us .
ouhh well , it's a crappy job by the way :)

yesterday , was a dull day for me . i think i In-charge cashier .
doing backing up , giving them breaks , top up stuff , supply ice . too tired .
messi say
' i let you try , if you do good job i let you do again , bad job no more uh '
i also don't want be IC !

was in bad mood because of someone , and some people asking me to chill , sabar jer eh wanie .

hope that today i won't be IC , cashier is less tiring than being an IC for the day !

im not going

im not going to respect any of my cousins anymore . if it is making you fucking damn pissed off , it's making me mother fucking pissed off too !

let see , yesterday was sunday & i had an outing with my family to orchard road .
went to cathay cineleisure to watch avatar but all sold out already , my parents says next time .
i was sulking all the way , & i guess it works :)
"jom lah jln ke wheelock place , budak tu dah merajok"
that was what my mom says :)
walk to wheelock place , buy tickets for 9.30pm show . i ate macdonalds & bro ate pastamania , yums :)
show starts and ends at 12.34am to be exact .
a must see show okay ?!
was raining , so i was wet a little .
reached home at 1.30am .

i msn until 5am in the morning cuz i can't sleep . chat with some few peeps of mine and landing .

working later on and im too sleepy =.=

it's 2.23am now & im yet to be asleep .
went home with fion together , haha funny times on the bus .
a hawt guy sat between th 2 of us . he join in our conversation . i left fion alone and all 4 of them flirt with her . meeting all 4 of them soon if they decided to drop by .

have you seen fion post at facebook ? damn embarrassing =.=

tomorrow not working . yes ! salary come in , monday doing my hair :)

byes :)

you go die

hanif , sempat posing eyh ?

it's 12.40am right now when i should be sleeping .
i got work later on at 5pm to 11pm .
be happy for me , salary coming soon ! going saloon do my hair .

i hate ppl around me !

finally , i had day off on friday , all the 3 young girls not working :)

it's 1.04am now , but i will still considering it to be Thursday okay ?

let see , today i need to work by 4 , so planned to meet fion at interchange by 3.30pm , she was late 20 mins , was super mad at her . i bought myself a banding soya milk and fion honeydew ice blended . headed to back door , met up with zhilin m she today moody . ate bandito pocket with fion . ate outside , inside so cramp . then work normal lor :)

please lah guys , im not his motherfcvking girl . will you all stop your motherfcvking crap bout me and him . you guys keep teasing bout me and him , im seriously fcvk annoyed . yes ! you & you .

Arry !! biler mau jumper ? aku rindu kau luhh oi !

i am the best at keeping secrets , & im proud of it

it's 12.22am right now , today , i spent $227.60 . i still need to buy some stuff .
working in 15 hours time .

i have set my mind to that goal itself , & im going to accomplished it without any help from anyone . i got to be independent by myself right ?

i just watch new moon today , the movie was kinda of average for me , do not have that kind of awesomeness like twilight did . movies are boring right ?

date on 22 dec ? can't wait :)

& you know i miss you right mystery man ?

love , is that all ?

i guess , i made the wrong decision once again .
forgive me

i asked for work today eventhough i was not supposed to work . i was bored at home . at least , work was a little bit better than just to stay home and shake legs all day long while waiting for everybody to get home .

tomorrow , im not going to asked for work . someone bringing me out , but going to buy school books and uniforms first . i bet that i got to use my salary this time round . my school books already is like over $300 . my uniforms ? i calculate it to be less than $100 or maybe more . 2 blouses , 2 skirts , 2 tshirts , 2 shorts . my school shoes , i budget it to be less than $30 ? school bags ? dad asked me to buy those good and branded once , budget $170 and below . my last year sport bags was like $175 which i used it less than 6 months . my accessory ? less than $30 ?

let me try to calculate , there will be around $600-$700 plus ? im going to faint soon .

i have still yet to do my hair , going saloon on 22 dec , maybe with bro or with my date . *winks*

i guess , i cant shop so much on this month alone , with holidays coming to and end , i got to save up and think of the future , i should control my spending and set myself to a limit and go overboard with it . i promised :)

going on a diet :)

i really want to say thanks to that special someone .
even though i asked you to make that important decision yourslef .
i know that i could not offer any help with that & im sorry .
you sacrifice those people who loved you to me & im proud of it .
so i want to say thank you :)

im not sure whats going on with me this past 2 days , i have been emotionly up & downs all the time . i wish that all this stuff could just be gone . no body understand how i feel right now . i need to find a way to endure this kind of feeling .

i need my love ones to be right here beside me & support me in everything i do or say . i no need a person who is beside me to tell me that i made a mistake or nag me all day long . you guys should really respect my decision to it .

since me & that special someone has come to a decision , you guys may not be able to see me no more .

& ily , mystery man :)

kaninaninabeyhh !!

im so tired , just woke up . im not sure what makes me so tired right now .

im so hungry :(

today , i need to wait almost nearly 40 mins for someone =.= grr ..

had lunch first bfo' going to library to study , i have not even flip my hmwrk page . as i was going through the pages , my mind went blank . i totally forget about everythng . alermakk !!

shit manxz ! i neeed to work on sunday next week , 11-5pm . i dun want to :(

im online , chat with me okays ?

hello !! im so hungry !! now it's 12.08om and i still have not bath . eee . haha

meeting somebody at 3pm in library . he going to teach me my hmwrk . haha . dude , my mom knows tht im going with you . haha .

i just blinged my hp . i bought 2 and it's not enuff , buying tmr again . im so hungry tht i can just faint anytime , anywhere . i dont like th food tht my mom cook . tk der selerah nk mkn biler ngok tu lauk . ohh my !

when is my pay going to be in my wallet . i wanna spent till i drop again .... mkn . hehe

someone says i got bbyface . aww .. thns eh dude :) *winkswinks*

just got back from vivo and im tired like fcvk .
photos will be uploaded anytime soon .

let see , morning only a lil bit of rice plus hotdog , bathe went out by 3pm . took taxi . ate at the nasi ayam shop . spent $26.80 =.= money gone . then went to guess , bought a wallet , $40 gone off from my salary =.= . went to pets safari to find treat for my bunny , can't find . went giant found it $14.70 , bought 2 somemore =.=

slacked for ahwhile , bought 2 papabeard , ate 1 only . old chang ki popiah . sweet talk ; orea choc .

tired like fcvk took taxi , massive jam reached home $22 bucks gonee like tht .

guess what ? am munching on burger king right now . sedapppp :):)

at this rate im going , im going to be twice fatter and going to die soon ;) hohohoho

im broke now .

so , i did not meet tht guy today as i was too sleepy . slept at 4am plus =.=

going vivo later to shop .

bye

now it's 1.55am . and i still not asleep . going to landing soon .
tmr meeting somebody to settle some complicating stuff .
nice talking to eu eyh boy ?

bye

ehem ehem *looks up*
censored face uhh , muker bacen :)

samer baju plak tuu . *winks

haishh , raining so heavily , worst cuz tht makes me dun wanna go to work . boo ~~

do it chu ~

i change my playlist to super junior sorry sorry answer , so nice . the music video will come out this week , can't wait !!

im so tired feel like dying soon .
so let see ..
today , was supposed to work at 5 but ended up working at 4 thnsk to someone . met with her at th interchange bfo going to work . went trough th back door instead , first time . saw shahrul and zengyong sitting outside =.= . damn paisehh . me and fion ate th black pepper and crispy chicken , fcvk shit spicy .

workworkwork . 1 customer make me damn happy ,
"can i have a 1 set chicken with rice pls "
lawls , ahhaas , me and fion laugh so loudly can ???

tmr working again , so tired =.=

ily ahh bby

was browsing through my folder , saw this outdated photo , uploaded it as i got no new pics . so this will do .

ily xD meet up soon for a date bbyboy . although i say tht i want to forget you , i can't . see ?? no matter what we patched back kn ?? aishh

it is 12.34am now , and i still ain't asleep . ain't sleepy nor drowsy .

work was okay today . treat shakila ice cream and sky treat me , bro , zhong sheng ice cream . thnks dude :)

tmr working 5-11 . so tired .

there is a reason why i upload this pics above .
firstly , someone gave a thumbs up for it m and secondly , i lost my S necklace the one im wearing in th picture above . im so sad . i bought it for $15 . can someone buy it for me ?? i always wear it around my neck , but i don't know where it went to . help me :(

i will sure love you to th maxzx if you bought a brand new for me :)

i got a lot of stuff on my list to be completed . a lottttt of stuff :)

do you guys miss me ? :) well someone did miss me :)

let see , friday , back to basic training . ate at kfc with fion and zhilin th food ain't free . and faizal ate some of my cheesy fries . boo you :)
then went to work , a lil bit late though .

sat , work was normal . time passed by so slow ...
boring day for me . i want to slack so badly nowadays .
keep on bumping into ppl . sorry
my pay is up . so happy ! buying lots of stuff . firstly th laptop we bought that me and my bro combined our salary . bro wanted to buy a mini want , so gotta save money also for him . mom wanted us to combined our salary again so that we can buy another laptop for home used . so that means i have my own laptop , bro has his , and another one for home use . gotta save . it's okay , slowlyslowly .

today going bedok soon to hangout . im thinking of whether to go or not . should i ??
so tired . i want to sleep !

&& i met someone new :)

a quick post bfo' i left th house

niari a lil bit mendak .
a baby is crying so loudly :) aww , i miss ameerul bariq very much :(:(

i slept th whole day today and i just woke up . maybe bcuz i yesterday slept at 3am plus and up by 7am plus . can you imagine how tired i am ??

it's almost going to be our 1 year of knowing each other . i cant denied it , but i still miss you a lot dude . when was the last time we had our heart to heart talk ? i miss you lahh .

right now , im lying on bed and th lappy on my lap . i just bathe with my wet hair dripping on my dried clothes . my eyes going to close soon . yawn !!

annyeong :):)

i can't breathe , i can't breathe . i can't breathe , no more .
yeahhh !! i can't breathe no more . uh i can't sleep no more ...

breathe - g-dragon *whisper , someone boyfriend*

i saranghae this song a lot kays ??

im totally in love with dongwoon . ahh screams ~~

haishh . i think ytd was okay . some customer terlalu teraser dweh .

shahidah was telling me not to give that china women parts as i think she knows she die die also want that kind of parts . then th women can sense that we are toking cock bout her even though we speak malay =.= . even th manager have to settle th matter . like seriously , wtf siahh ? lu bynk teraser dweh okay ?! i hate being a cashier . my customer are seriously like motherfcvker siols . die die want that part , whatsoever lah kan . ahhh . binget dong !

kays , enuff' of this crap . i had off today and tmr . i still have a movie date to go though . ahh , that day faster come ~

im heart sick , heal me , be crazy , to let you go .
sad love song , love gone , please baby don't go far , so beast !!

what to do ?
i hate work . but i loved my new laptop :):)
be happy for me . thinking of buying a new phone soon . my phone busted already . but no money how ? my monthly salary have been washed away cuz i bought a laptop . then i need to wait on 22 december to have my second salary . should i buy a phone ? or should i do smthng bout it ????????

bathing in 30 mins time the off to work . should go arcade first . but no one to accompany me ....

bahhhhhhhhh

im back from mia ~

nw is 1244am and i not yet asleep .
i bought a laptop .
yay .

right now im hungry .
everybody is asleep .
what to do ??

i really hate my job . even sky want to quit le . but there someone there that makes me want to continue working .
haish ...
everyday got scolded just bcuz i nvr tuck in shirt properly . itu hal pun nak buat bsar . aper nie ??