Annyeonghaseyo ,
Wanie Imnida ;)

i suddenly got this kind of feeling again just like last time , i lost all my interest in bloggeh and everythng else . why does this feeling keep coming to me ? i do love to blog , and it's almost being 1 year old soon on august . and nw , my mind kept on asking me to shut my blog , carried on with other life , instead of just sit down and typing out my inner thoughts . maybe i should get a diary and screamed and shout towards all those hatred stuff in the world without anybody knowing . ouh , wait , i already have that in my back which i bring it to school everyday and kept it safely with me . but , what if my diary get's lost ? what would i do ? will the people that the names have appeared in the diary come after me and taunt me ? that will only get the matter worst issn't it ? or maybe , i should privatize my blog and not let other people see it ? at all . only close friends and family can only see it . but what if the people i invite gave their emails to their friends or my "so-called enemies" ? maybe i should make another blog for me and just me to see it , i wont link it as people may know . and never invite anybody else . hpmm .. should i ? well , i think i should . and i will .. someday .

currently , in my mind right now , the most i hate is everybody in this world . i feel like stabbing them hard in the heart right now and know what it's feels like for me to go through all this hatred stuff and the attitude from everybody i get . i wish they all would died sooner or later . and get out of my life . i really don't wanna go through this anymore . i need somebody to be there for me . even a stranger would be ok for just , pls just understand me and not underestimated me . can't you just do that for me just this once ?

i know that my attitude towards my family and friends kinda sucks . you all think that i can control it ? ouh no . i really can't . if i'm crazy , thn i'm crazy . if i'm lame , so be it . you think i care all about his stupid and lame stuff ? no i don't . go on and talk bullshit to other people about me . if you are my anti's , i'm also yours ok , even though you don't know me well or at all . i also don't know the people around me at all . i'm not the kind of girl and peeks their noses in and became a nosey parker everynow and then . if you think i'm that kind of person like what i say earlier on . well , i'm not . so get lost and step a mile distance away from me ! thank you .

Annyeonghigyeseyo