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today school is quite awesome . had a few giggles here and there . when home with some of the malay kids . a lot of happening

update bit by bit

byes ,

-lachalachatata

i think i'm currently suffering from depression . i go crazy yesterday like a mad cow . why must you force me into doing things i don't want to ?

love -
i'm not going to search for guys anymore , it's not the right time yet . i don't want like how my previous relationship with adib end . no words no nothing . it sucks right ? imisshim so very much

school -
sucks as always . but i've been paying attention in class a lot lately . maybe it's because EOY around the corner ? going to mug real hard for it .

life -
sucks ! i'm really depressed . going see counselor soon about family matter .

i'm still have not spent my hari raya money . still thinking of what to buy . maybe keeping inside my bank ? maybe buy stuff . thinking ...

i got to go now .
byes,

sungminnie is awesome

i dont have a time to blog anymore ! everybody has been getting on my nerve .
that bitch
that bitch
that bitch !

to someone , please do not think it's you if it is not you
itu kau punyer problem . aku nie sebagai kawan kau sudah tolong kau banyak kali . biler dorang cakap nama kau ajer , kau dahh melalak . kau suruh aku teman kau balik . sampai sanggup tau aku buang mase aku hantar kau kat busstop kau ingat aku free sangat per ? kau ader rahsia ke problem ke . jangan pergi kat aku . kau sendiri tahu aku nyer mulut . yes i cant keep a certain secret . and ye , betol aku pecah kan rahsia kau . sekarang aku punyer pasal ah dorang marah kau ? save it lah ehk malas nak entertain . saper suruh kau blang aku ?
memang betol aku blang kau yang N ngan aku tak rapat tapi setakat untuk bobal kau kater aku nan dier dah rapat ? it's mine problem if i wanna talk to her so stay out of it . aku pun tak rapat nan kau lah eyh . aku step bobal nan kau ajer . so dont think that im am your friend J . kau baru tahu perangai dier cam gitu ? hahah bagus lah . aku dah lamer eyh tahu . she scold you i don't want to her you . i say my peace .

(look up)
so long right ? sorry if dont understand . dont be kpo :x
i got to go now . bye

crying ? crying is what i'm borne with
this few days been crying like there's no way to get out of it
sensitive ? yes , you should know well
all you say sorry ? you sincerity is not needed
thank you

totally not in the mood . i told mom that i don't want to celebrate much this year , due to the stress i'm having right now . i may black out anytime soon now . just don't know when .

yesterday , when i 'm going home , walked in the rain . feels that my anger has all gone out . was all wet , still i was in awe . should try it sometime anytime now .

i don't want to blog anymore . i want to get it of my shoulders as i kept on wondering when i should update and what post i'm going to update about .

i had problems with friends . reflection period yesterday , wrote all the hatredness in the journal so the teacher himself will know what happening to me .

getting dizzy spells nowadays too . i feel like killing myself . and i don't think i have the guts to do it . but if i'm am driven to the corner , i will . no choice . i don't want to leave no more .

yesterday , so many things happen . i want to run away from home just because i had a fought with my auntie . my grab hold of me to just ignore the comments . she to stand by me .
makcik makcik aku semua otak mampos . even both of my parents say that . my father side of cause .

i'm not sure what to say . all the things i say had been written down .
take your time to read . maybe it's my last post

goodbye and takecare
loves,

hpmm ... what did i do yesterday ? ahh yes , i went to jurong east to do my ez-link card . must pay $28 . money flew away . i now in my pocket left around $2 . see , im poor .

me and NUYUUN held a planning to go break fast together as a cuzzy . we all agreed to bring Kitt . but Kitt no money so i wont force her . i asked my dad for permission . and he say "gasak kau lah adik" hahha gerek ke per ? since NUYUUN had no problem with it as she got freedorm . but i still do not know where to go . Jurong Point ? hpmm .

bye

you guys know him ? he not in 2PM already . he quit cause he cant take it anymore by the anti's . he gone back to Seattle . going to miss him :(

yesterday , for breaking fast i bought MacDonald . McSpicy as usual ;) go home to find my lovely brownies all eaten by my monstrous brother . i cried of cause . eat finished . yana came over to grandma house bake brownies together . simply delicious !

today for sahur , only me , yana and fadil wake up . the rest sleep like there's no tomorrow . from 11.30PM till 3.45AM i cant sleep . im anaemic ! i woke up first of cause =.= prepare the dishes . woke up yana and fadil next . thanks yana for cleaning the dishes . then until 7.00AM i fell asleep . 10.00AM woke up . i cant seem to sleep well . not sure why .



not forgetting Kyuhyun and Heechul imnida(its)
they look similar . kyuhyun becoming more matured and handsome already ;)

i loved this picture so much can ? until i upload it twice in blog ;)

so yea , today wake up at 10.30am . on comp . clean my lens case . and start baking brownies . grandma , maid and brother say it very nice . im the only one that fast today . the rest are not . i want to break it , but mom does not allowed . going to make another batch later on ;)

going polyclinic later . brother is sick , kept on vomiting and shitting . get well soon cause i don't want to fast alone ! nanti aku pula kena buka seseorang sahaja . kesian kan aku sedikit lah . boleh ?

i still have not done any of my homework . will start tomorrow . but i don't feel like doing it . my grades has drop tremendously and yet i have this kind of atrocious attitude of me being not studying ? it's ok . i need time to settle my attitude .

byes

i almost cried my heart out when i saw this picture above^^ , find out why ;)

annyeong !

i think i sick today , i have a gastritis problems & sore eyes . damn , i hate it when i'm sick during the holidays like this .

why youtube nowadays very slow ? i can't seems to watch at one go . i'm now pausing the video to let it load finish . waste my time only :(

bye

yes ! like finally i can blog . you wanna know why ? because it has been shut down thrice and i've start over again . damn ! my computer is lagging and breaking down day by day .

i'm going to change my songs soon to 'breathe' by G-Dragon .

yesterday , we all bought stuff we all wanted .

-3 pairs of heels [ mom 2pairs , myself 1pair ]
-3 pairs of jeans [ brother 2pairs , myself 1pair]
-3 sling bags [ brother 1 , myself 2 ]
-clothes , pants [ a lot to count ]

yeah ! that's the main things we bought other than personal stuff & food ;) ate at Marrybrown . not that favorite their chicken sucks like seriously . even dad says so . did not managed to buy contact lens . mom says next time . ouh well , looks like i've to wait .

going to start making kueh raya today . i'm baking brownies today too . so happy .

bye

i left this blog to collect dust again . i've been busy lately thus , leaving this blog to collect dust .

yesterday was the last day of school . i don't feel like going to school but mom as me to go as it was the last day . make a deal with her . so she allowed me not to fast ;)

school end at 12.30pm . took bus at xingnan , syuk called if i'm free . go home , bathe , ate , go out . never fast , so we both still got time to but bubble tea , not caring if t he malays saw us or not . she bought contact lens , grey in colour , last pair ;) me bought pudding . haha . then went home .

today , i fasting . going Johor later when dad get home to get my Hari Raya clothes and to buy high heels for me . buying contact lens too . Hazel in colour ;)

1 week break finally here like yeah ! been wating for so long . no school . but i have tons of homework ;( don't think i going to finish it . it's too many .

dad saw my report book . got a scolding from him . i find my grades have drop a lot ;(

English ; 33|100
Mother tongue ; 65|100
Maths ; 19|100
Science ; 65|100
History ; 48|100
Literature ; 56|100
Art ; 58|100
Home Economics ; 50|100

i drop a lot . my results have not yet been like this before . maybe cause i've been absenting myself from school lately ? consequences had been paid ;(

bye

i like my current song . sang by G-Dragon .

early morning wake up 9.30am to find my brother playing computer . i was bored , so i when to my neighbour house . bathed , go find them again . went to police post to make police report . supposed to go to family court with them , but it's too far . so mummy don't allowed .

go update my twitter . adjust here and there . having twitter also can have money . now i have $5 because i sign up . need another $25 before i can get the money . so press the logo many many times and follow me !

i just done my homework . it was really hard . but in the end i managed to finished it by doing anyhow . Mr Lui says he want a MC . die die also need an MC . but i never go see doctor . i feel like telling him straight in the face that if there are celebrations and no study i will 100% won't come school . how about that ? even my parents know me well . i want to drop out of school , really . i don't want to study anymore . i want to go and find work so that i could have my own money . school is too stress for me . and i can't take it anymore . the equations and topic are really hard . by sending me to school , what will i learn ? nothing ! you will only waste your money by sending me to school . i go there , copy here copy there , look at the teachers face , go home . in the end ? nothing is being thought to me .

yesterday at midnight , wanciner suddenly sms me , but i ignored it till 10am . chat with him and so on . goodluck for your N-Levels next week yeah ? cheering for you ;)

bye

hello ;)

sorry for leaving this blog to collect dust . i had a lot of problems lately . a dispute between friendship . a quarrel between him & her . it's really have driven me to the corner . seriously , what's up with you all lately . i know , I've been privatizing and not privatizing my blog lately . please if you are reading my blog right now . read the comments i wrote to you below . i appreciate you by doing that .

Natasha ; you and i both know that we did not get along well and i agreed to that also . not only you but myself . now i wrote to you in a respectful manner , no throwing vulgarities what so ever . seriously , i know that blog is for us to express our inner feelings . when i saw you wrote about me a couple of weeks ago , i scold you . then you say to me . "but if you write about me , did i care ? no right" then , i had a flashback . since you can do that . how come when i wrote about you and syafiqah about your attitude you come and scold me and call people to help you ? you think by doing that i also cannot call people ? seriously , i know you know we both want to stop all this conflict . but i guess there's no way . so i think it's the best for us to keep a distance away . i will not be privatizing my blog anymore . you want to spam or what so ever , go ahead . i got no more stuff to deal with you anymore ;)

Kings Lee ; i know you have been trying hard to locate and read my blog . and somemore you scold me for writing about you ? well , do you have a prove that i wrote about you on my blog ? i guess not right ? by only hearing people saying that i wrote some mean word on you and you want to belief ? where's your ultra-ego dude ? for me , when i wanna write stuff on someone i will only use initials . i repeat only INITIALS . do you get it now ? and you say to me i could be fined for doing that ? noped . i will not be fined even if you report it to the school or police . the reason is simple . i did not write about racist stuff and i did not write something bad about other people religion . if i do that i could be arrested and fine . by talking bad about someone is not a crime kings lee . keep that up in mind ;)

i keep on thinking and thinking why my attitude like this . seriously , i also do not know . i've been trying to get some help from friends all that but , i guess they all lose hope on me . well . it's me and i'm being myself . what do you aspect ? ALLAH give this to me to be who i am ? do you think you can change me ? i don't think so because the only one that could change me is , me and only me . hope you understand .

goodbye

hellos ;)

ok , here the deal . it's kinda hard for me to put in private blog all that . there still a couple of those who have not yet received my invites but it's ok though . i decided not to private it anymore so that the passerby - ers can see it . i'm great aren't i ?

just a short post now . going out later to break fast with mom & bro .

Annyeong !

i know i look different , not myself as you can see ;)

hellos ;) today was a miserable day for me . had a disputes between SKL & R & J . don't wish to elaborate . just so you know i cried 4 times in class today just because of that . malay boys around me , makes me laughs . especially shamm . keep on calling my name and say "aku support kau tau . i maki dia lagi" he kept calling and calling my name till i giggle . hidayat saw that i giggle and say "shamm dia ketawa" haha damn funny ;)

tomorrow going bugis . must meet at jurong point by 1.30PM to take train to bugis . got to bring jacket . as it going to be cold down there .

i still have not yet to eat . just came back from auntie idah house . fed barriq and batrisyia chocolates . barriq kept on wanting more . 13 months already can eat a lot .

i'm sleepy right now . got to have a nap . annyeong !

i saw sungminie new photo here ;) it was from his cyworld

school finished at 2.10PM today . kinda lagged day for me . reached school when to take common test , maths paper of cause . damn difficult for me . but i find it favorable for me to do so . HISTORY was boring as usual , copied some notes . ENG was ok for me . wrote some stuff inside file for file checking . then SCI , it was enjoyable ! RECESS was next . drank VICO , it taste like shit for once . MILO is more better . treat Sneha nuggets . ART was next . i do bracket whereas Rushdaa do the snake shape . the shape thingy hurt my hand . blood oozed out . MATHS was next . i was caught SMS-ing my brother , teacher gave me a chance ;) life-skills , MS Tan took it as ENG lesson again .

see how boring my life is for once . enough about bloggeh . i gonna watch my boys over flower episode 16 now .
byes

so far that's the latest pics i found on the site . look at sungminie hair . look at eunhyukie new hairdo . as usual , yesungie & donghae looks wonderful as always ;)

it has been 4 days since i let my bloggeh collect dust . common test is here . study my guts out till late . let see , what did i dot he past few days .


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early morning , was still sleeping . brother drag me out of bed . he put his both hands on my body and start to shake vigorously . mom wanted to go to polyclinic to take medicine . bath , took taxi as it was raining . waited for like 2 hours . with no food inside my tummy . after that , rushed to jurong point to eat . go NTUC to bought some stuff . bought a drawer and a dog bone pillow for myself . happy ;) at night . dad got home . when to eat outside at bedok . went to eat at "Mediterranean grill spize" spent around $50 . damn cheap .

16|08|09
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never go anywhere . just rot at home . and yea , received $50 from grand dad . thnkx !

17|08|09
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school . leave school around 2PM like that . took bus at xingnan , as usual . went to mcdonalds to have take away . nathaniel was there to . went home togather .

today
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school . lessons sucks . i was bored so i went home straight after i took common test . got cramps too ;(

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bored you all with my rubbish . & those who don't know why i never online anymore . it's because i change my MSN . want to know ? tell me ? i'm lazy to add

yesung is awesome ~
you may noticed i stop using annyeonghaseyo wanie imnida all that . well i stop using it . but i will soon used it again . just don't have that kind of feeling yet . see my mood ;)

today for me i like to be describe it as "dull" . lessons were bored . let me see what lesson i had today . supposedly must have MPE but due to Common test for the other levels it was stop . our class did ERP until 7.50AM . must do maths corrections along with revisions for Common test next week . do until 8.35AM . then PE , ran there , ran here . maddening tired . 1 person talk . whole class must run again & again . MR Chua is so strict . then i must report to MR Chung . he saw me tired so he let me rest . fyqa keep holding my chest to feel my heartbeat . she say my heartbeat very fast , she can't even felt hers . mad funny . PE ended at 9.50AM . ENG lessons were next . did summary on passage B . until halfway . Sham copied my homework . he don't know all the answer . after that it was recess . did not eat though . i bring $3 today as it was friday . and i told mom i never go out or stayed back so i get that little pathetic money . bought sweet drinks and minerals . Nas & Sham keep drink & drinking my water . maddening you know ! then recess ended at 10.45AM MT were next , did at library . MR Lui were there teaching other students MATHS . MT was okay for me . did my dialog corrections . MDM Diyana say i improved a lot ;) then did my MT workbook . ended at 12PM . RP were next . did Reflections , then talk craps . go down to canteen at 12.20PM to have canadian pizza . he bought 10 large pizzas . next MR Lui ! then went home with Shi Hui & Amalina .

my life could not be more worst than yours . i'm miserable . i gone through this & that . i wanna breakout !

Abg Aree , Abg Wawan , Kitt . mad long photo



i put a lot of foundation on my face . i sweat , my face become red & black . love the "S" necklace






was on saturday . yana was at nenek my house . planning to go to lakepark as usual our "saturday" routine . but i was kinda hot so decided to ride at the neighbourhood . bought ice-cream , i treat her of cause . ride till i saw 1 fountain . lots of children . go there , slacked our butts off , camwhored as usual ;)

Annyeonghaseyo
Wanie Imnida

seeing this guy up here ? his name is yesung from super junior of cause . his my favourite . the rest still awesome but he is on top of my list ;) seeing him makes me smile ~~~

sorry for the lack of postings nowadays . nope , only yesterday . i was mad tired . i had a couple of drinks with friends before headed home at 7.30PM . i ate , then off i go to sleep . i felt that i have let my teammates down . i almost want to cried hearing from shi hui & jessica words . they keep saying "wanie it's only a game , we won't blame you , you tried your best ." thanks guys .

i can't change my blogskins and change the songs because blogger is officially spoilted . i really want to put up that skin and that song to make someone jealous .

E.L.F now have 9,540 in singapore . i'm one of them . haha . sign up a petition for them to come to singapore please . ask me for links ;)

annyeonghigyeseyo

Annyeonghaseyo
Wanie Imnida

by looking at them for like nearly everyday , brightens up my smiles as always . i still hate kangin as he always bully the dongsaengs ;( i don't feel like calling him "oppa" . i wanna called the rest "oppa" very much . add their official twitter just now . mostly in hangul and broken english . but they tried their best don't they ?



Natasha Norhani is a big meanie . keep saying super junior sucks . he brother likes 2PM ? me toos dude . again & again .
you don't like them , that's your problem girl . but soon you will fall for them .

i know this is a random post just to keep to blog alived !

annyeonghigyeseyo

Annyeonghaseyo
Wanie Imnida

bloggeh is sick again . and so am i . i never got o school today , due to sickness and laziness . just plain both .

you saw this pics above ? i love that 1 year old boy , Muhhamad Ameerul Bariq . i heard a good news just now , the mother , kak Idah is pregnant . still 1 month only . i hoped it's a girl just like Nur Aqeelah Batrisyia , Bariq sister wished for . i really hoped so , because if it is a girl , the name will be Nur Aqeerah Bilqis . sungguh unique skali . and if it is a boy the name would be , Muhhamad Ameeran Batrid . love the name can ?

I want to play L4D now .

kamsahabnida
annyeonghigyeseyo

Annyeonghaseyo
Wanie Imnida

just got back from school . tired =.= this kind of face annoys you am i right ? i also hate this face . i think i'm going to be sick again . i wish not to . can't afford to be sick . it sucks . my back ache so much . yesterday msg kitt . somethng somethng somethng . secret ;) i need to go now and sleep . don't think of going to school tomorrow due to this thng called "laziness"

kamsahabnida
annyeonghigyeseyo

Annyeonghaseyo
Wanie Imnida

i got to go to school today and it kinda awesome for me as i get to be with "so-called" friends again . but in the morning i reached school , i was kinda sick . took temperature . above trigger temperature . so just sat down at foyer . i don't feel like going home , so i just sat there at the foyer and do self study . study on maths . kinda hard for me coping alone . i need someone to guide me through all this stuff . it's making my head burst . i only managed to join in the class at 10.10 am . i was having reccess at 9.40am . cnt mixed with others . hahha ;) have reccess twice . shared chocs with malay dudes as K never came to school today . quite sad . it's ok . buying him chocs tmr if he come .

Shamm seriously gettin disgusted ! he asked me to on bluetooth and i did , guess what he send ? he sent porn ! disgusting right ? shameless freaks as i called him now . but , he still ok . funny guy with the reactions ~

ouhh ~ someone likes super junior toos . read bro friends bloggeh . he like super junior now as my bro introduced? them to him and kept on playing sorry sorry and it's you . haha what can i say ? cant resist them . too bad you are not an E.L.F dude ! i am . see E.L.F noticed board . nearly 9000 people in singapore itself are E.L.F to super junior . i have send UFO emails to fancafe . hoped that they will reply ? i hoped so . it's a once in a lifetime . just finished ready donghae cyworld . a mini-homepage . kinda like bloggeh ? he replied UFO msg to E.L.F . asking them how are they and all sorts of things to support everything they do . ahhh ~ saranghaeyo Lee Donghae . read Lee Sungmin entry toos . 1 cute little girl called him "ahjushi" and he kinda sad as "ahjushi" is an uncle in hangul language . he then took a foto with the little girl . he make a sad but somehow aegyo face .

wow ~ a whole paragraphed about super junior doesn't seem to bother me . but i don't want to bored my readers to death aniways . a post like this takes up 1 hour to write . as i wanted it to be "so-called" prefecto ~ i don't want to type animore . back is aching , got to sleep .

Kamsahabnida
Annyeonghigyesyo

Annyeonghaseyo
Wanie Imnida ;)

atlast , blogger is fine already . but im getting used to of using photobucket and friendster to get the codes and pics ready . im still sick . never go to school today . sore throat , dizziness , running nose and coughing . mr lui asked me to go doctor tmr if unwell . common test is next week already . i can't afford to lose anymore lesson just because im sick right ? 11 days of no schooling does sucks for me . but at the same time it's kinda good cause i get to sleep more often than usual . tmr got to get up and prepared for school no matter how sick i am . hoped mr lui won't noticed .

i get this msg via sms of cause .
K stands for the guy .

K ; hey free right now ?
me ; why ?
K ; i was wondering if you would like to go out since you owe me choclates
me ;both of us only uh ?
K ; ya , the others all busy
me ;ouh . tmr can ? todae im sick thts why i nvr come school
K ; ouh it's alright . cant go tmr cause there's dance
me ; thn when you free ?
K ; todae and on 22nd august which is on ______ birthday party
me ; this wk you after school all not free .
K ; yea , sorry to dissapoint you
me ; it's ok . when you free just msg me k
K ; ok

thn we continue about other stuff and so on . sorry i cnt go out with you todae , as i am sick . next time when im okeyh thn we go out togather yeas ?

my back is starting to ache . very pain for me to endure it . why am i still not well ? just what's wrong with me ? H1N1 ? no way man . got to go and eat now , havent eaten since morning .

kamsahabnida
annyeonghigyseyo

Annyeonghaseyo
Wanie Imnida

i'm having insomia right now . bullshit right ? i think i just lost adib . this is how it goes . i called adib up .

me ; hello
Adib ; hello
me ; guess who this
Adib ; syazwanni . eh wanie wanie
me ; asal bising kat situ ?
Adib ; kat cyber uh
me ; ouh lan shop uh .
Adib ; yeah .
me ; go home already remember to call me eh ?
Adib ; ok bye
me ; bye

few days later

Adib ; wanie . what you doing ;)
me ; why suddenly msg me ?
Adib ; to chat lah . last time my prepaid finished so can't msg you . don't wan talk then bye uh .
me ; k . chow uh dude .

translated from malay to english . see . it sucks doesn't it ? i noe adib since november via friendster . then one day he chat with me on MSN . we talkcrap thn on december he asked me , whether want to join him during new year . told him i see first . thn we kinda hooked up on 15 december 08 . until i was mad at him on february . we silently breakup . he go with illa . and when they two breakup . i was there to listen his sorrows all that . he even cried . i feel sad for him . illa asked me to get him back . but i can't . then now ? a friendship like this turns sour ? i'm really not sure what to do now . i guess it's the end .

kamsahabnida
annyeonghigyeseyo

Annyeonghaseyo
Wanie Imnida ;)

don't feel like going to bold today . feels like changing blog skins . any idea anyone ? i want it to be grey or white or both . no pink pls . i don't like pink anymore as some of you guys have already know . but what do to ? i want to change everything to grey or white . but it's hard to change as my every stuff is pink . my baby milo wallet also pink , should change it to black or grey . i think that the bloggeh is sick . i need to used both friendster and photobucket to do my post . ma fan lehh !

today is mum's birthday , did not buy her anything uh . mianhae , i got no money . i go taman jurong just now in the morning to have late breakfast . mum buy 3 horfun and also a char kueh? rojak for us to eat . i never finished mine as it was alot on my plate . then go to NTUC to buy some stuff , bought kennedy a belated present . hoped you like it kennedy ;) . it's 100% dark choclates dude . you gonna loved it .

mum , dad , kak nana and nenek are currently gone . they are off to arab street to buy hari raya pheyhh kain . i tell mum i wanna where white this year . syukk also gonna wear white if im not wrong ? at 8PM going bedok to eat western food . no mad jack's uh , as it's damn far at jalan ubi and dad is lazy to drive that far . apasajelah ayah nieyh . wdvr =.=

my back is in great pain as my back hit the pole when my cuzzy accidentaly push me bhind . kang ! apalagi ? push him as hard as i can till he cried . once again my hatred goes to him and also i feel joesonghabnida for pushing him that hard till his shoulder is in pain . well same as me dude ! fair and square !

well , got to go now .
kamsahabnida
Annyeonghigyeseyo

Annyeonghaseyo ,
Wanie Imnida ;)

i suddenly got this kind of feeling again just like last time , i lost all my interest in bloggeh and everythng else . why does this feeling keep coming to me ? i do love to blog , and it's almost being 1 year old soon on august . and nw , my mind kept on asking me to shut my blog , carried on with other life , instead of just sit down and typing out my inner thoughts . maybe i should get a diary and screamed and shout towards all those hatred stuff in the world without anybody knowing . ouh , wait , i already have that in my back which i bring it to school everyday and kept it safely with me . but , what if my diary get's lost ? what would i do ? will the people that the names have appeared in the diary come after me and taunt me ? that will only get the matter worst issn't it ? or maybe , i should privatize my blog and not let other people see it ? at all . only close friends and family can only see it . but what if the people i invite gave their emails to their friends or my "so-called enemies" ? maybe i should make another blog for me and just me to see it , i wont link it as people may know . and never invite anybody else . hpmm .. should i ? well , i think i should . and i will .. someday .

currently , in my mind right now , the most i hate is everybody in this world . i feel like stabbing them hard in the heart right now and know what it's feels like for me to go through all this hatred stuff and the attitude from everybody i get . i wish they all would died sooner or later . and get out of my life . i really don't wanna go through this anymore . i need somebody to be there for me . even a stranger would be ok for just , pls just understand me and not underestimated me . can't you just do that for me just this once ?

i know that my attitude towards my family and friends kinda sucks . you all think that i can control it ? ouh no . i really can't . if i'm crazy , thn i'm crazy . if i'm lame , so be it . you think i care all about his stupid and lame stuff ? no i don't . go on and talk bullshit to other people about me . if you are my anti's , i'm also yours ok , even though you don't know me well or at all . i also don't know the people around me at all . i'm not the kind of girl and peeks their noses in and became a nosey parker everynow and then . if you think i'm that kind of person like what i say earlier on . well , i'm not . so get lost and step a mile distance away from me ! thank you .

Annyeonghigyeseyo

Annyeonghaseyo
Wanie Imnida

sorry for the lack of post . reasons why i nvr post it's because i was too sick to even on a comp or type things out . im a lazy ass lah ! i got cough , fever , running nose . see a doctor ytd , 3 days MC . and yea , Mr Lui call , our class got quarantined . only our class . maybe it's because we are the most class that has fever in 1 day or so ? keke , i wanna update day by day now .

24|7|09 Fri ,
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racial harmony day ! woke up at 5am by rushdaa msg , told her tht i was changing . msg sasa tht my father will be sending us instead of taking the bus as it was raining . sasa was late but it's okeyh . was kinda ealy reached school by 6.25am ? saw little ppl there . shared samosa with sasa , saw Mr Lui . asked me and sasa to catch our class the students . keke , thn temperature taking , was 37.6 , but did not feel anythng . take temperature was 38.5 , atlast went home .

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baby riz birthday , ate some coffee cake . wasn't expected the taste to be that way uh . yuck !
thn at nyte i was crying because it's too noisy at nenek house with lots of ppl . so dad sent me and brot o nainai hse . yes !

26|7|09
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still at nainai house , went home at 9.30pm . nth much happen really .

27|7|09
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went school , Mr Lui saw me , thn ask me go to him . he saw me sick ? seat at the infirminary post there . Mr Lui let me go home alone as mum was sick . got home , me , bro , mum go doctor as we 3 are sick ? 3 days MC we 3 . keke . thn went to have lunch as i havent eaten since morning . reach home , ate medicine , sleep .

today
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nth happen , im writing this damn post just for the sake of keepiong it alive . maybe i should do this everyweek uh ? so there will be long post . hpmm .

Annyeonghigyeseyo ;)

Annyeonghaseyo , Wanie Imnida .

i'm back . and i fckin tired . lyf has seriously has been giving up for me , dun ask me why . probs with family and frens everyday . and amalina even call me a slut . wad a bytch and a jerk she is . does'nt she has a lyf ? it's between eu and me . why must eu call ur mother to call me to complain uh ? i nvr even tell my parents about tht kind of problem unless a teacher calls ryte ? and afro has been bitching about me . talking shit to the them without even knowing the thruth ? and yeas , thnx kuzzy for helping me out yeas ? man , he must giving eu lots of trouble .

orite orite , enough about this crap stuff on with other bussiness . i noe im rarely update my bloggeh nowadays , not due bcus im lazy , im just plain tired from the studying . everyday i go home late , late , late . it's tiring me out . and now , every tues and wed i need to go training for W3 Cluster games . i hoped tht pioneer wont win . keke . been studying my hangul language . it's getting harder and harder .

and worst by worst . im starting to breakout . im used not to have pimples as i washed my face everyday . but now it's breaking out . when i was at my nainai hse , i forget to bring the lotion , suddenly 3 pimple came out . strangely weird . thn at nyte when i got home washed my face , the next morning gone . keke . find it miracle also can lah .

keke , nw it's tym to update day by day on events wad has happened so far .

17 July , friday
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got home at 2pm , washed up and slept till bro gets home at 4pm . wake me up . pack my bag . and off to nainai hse . but go pioneer mall mccafe ferst lah . 2 double chocs . damn happy .

18 July , sat
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still at nainai hse . called syukk , talked some crap with her . she wont be following us to johor .

19 July , Sun
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nainai 61 birthday lah ! my uncle and auntie and kuzzy all bring her go johor to shop . buy myself a wallet . keke . damn cute . trying to find a bag , but it's hard to find uh . go to specs shop . how much contact lens 50RM for 3 pairs , buying nxt tym when i go danga bay agn . and thn eat seafood at sayam . almost 300RM . but still ok lah . keke .

the rest of the days , i was at skul , studying my guts out . orite nw . im mad tired and hungry .

Annyeonghigyeseyo

Lagging

Annyeonghaseyo , Wanie Imnida .
Im busy this week . study , study , study . i promise i update on fridae or saturday k ?

Annyeonghigyeseyo

Annyeonghaseyo Wanie Imnida
first of all , i wanna say thanks to seri nurhazirah and natasha norhani for updating my blog a wee bit . hahha .

i been MIA for so long already . and i rarely used MSN too nowadays . maybe because of school im getting tired ? hahha , nahh . i on to watch my korea variety show at channel 172 , 173 and of course at youtube . hahha . i like it very much lah .

my mind still thinking whether i should delete my facebook , MSN , friendster and blog ? im kinda getting lazier to update this lame stuff already . im sick and tired of it .

and yea , made up my mind . i wont be buying chocs for Nas , Hidayat , Danial , Sharul already uh . i keep giving them when they asked for it . and i sometimes had none to it . what is this ? am i being to generous ? i hoped not , course i will stop buying it . so sorry for letting you guys down , but pls , don't asked from me another chocs again .

a conversation with Nas over chocs ;
me ; Nas nie eh , aku selalu kasih kau chocs tapi kau tk pernah kasih aku ape ape shey . maner fair !
Nas ; eh , aku kan kasi kau FREN FREN .
me ; aku nan kau memang FREN pe . lagy kau nk kasih .

lawls , lame right ? nehmind . stop about the chocs already for god sakes ! im sick and tired of school already lah . i wanna quit ! okok , stop blabbering about yourself . and off to my korean .

Annyeonghegyeseyo

Hello semua (: ,

Natasha here ... I'm doing this because syazwanni wants me to do her a favour ..Kalau tak,malas uh nak update
I told her that i will update maybe tomorrow,but change of mind .Since i'm free today,might as well update now .
Currently,eating nasi .. My dinner lah ..So was typing ver slow of course,left hand mah .Okay lah,itu jek ...

hey earthling. Zira here(:

Ebynie sae; She Will Be MIA

so,wait until she appear and post again.

continued to tagged her.

pity the tagboard(:

www.hazirah-mylife.blogspot.com

go mine too and tagged yaw(:

Annyeonghaseyo Wanie Imnida ;)
find out yourself wad tht means . okok . gt mood to update so i update bit by bit . still feeling of throwing this bloggehh away lah .

ok nw stop ! reasons why im doing this bcus , natasha write abt me in her blog for liking Super Junior . so nw im writing abt her for liking Kim Bum from boys over flower . nyahaha , fair enuff ?




Natasha love this guy up here . too bad i hate hym lah eyh . not hensem . im nt sure why natasha love hym . when she say she likes kim bum , i thought she was refering to kibum from super junior . hahah . too bad , he's mine ;)
i really like donghae , kibum and sungmin from super junior the most . the rest are okeyh i guess ? still charming aye ?? see th pics blow pls ;)


This guy up here , Lee Donghae


This guy up here , Kim Kibum


This guy up here , Lee Sungmin

nyahaha . enuff abt them . basic stuff . 1 thing only im gonna say ..

SCHOOL SUCKS !!
gettit ? i hate school , i hate it , hate it . okok . gonna go nw and eat .

Annyeonghigyeseyo

Annyeonghaseyo ;)
woah ! it's been days yeas since i 've nt blog . currently my comp is spoilt . and the another reasons is tht im grounded . so therfore im nt allowed . right now i am at th computer lab of course . damn boring for me . early murnin mr wei ren bring us go to lib to watch movie . nw ms lim bringing us at th comp lab . lots of free periods today . and , and , cnt use my fone . it got block . mother monday thn will call the singtel person up . fuck eu singtel . let see . so many dust to washed off my blog manxz . i cnt update about the ferst day of school . my emotions . my daily updates . im really miss th big chance to do so . eu may see tht my friendster and facebook are update ytd . it's because i go to cyber ytd wiv my bro . hahah . look at my bro facebook shoutout . damn funny can !? ok . stop crapping . off to my suju at yoputube nw . byes .
Annyeonghigeseyo
Wanie Imnida

Annyeonghaseyo ;)
well , im still sick . sorry for nt blogging ytd . slept at grandma hse . fun fun . im bored . finish watchin full house , off to my EHB nw .


my wallpaper ;)

Annyeonghigeseyo

Annyeonghaseyo ;)
guess wad ? i sick today . have a flu light symtoms . today , well wad can i say ? im nt feeling low . because my whole family , excluding my mummy , plus my father 5 siblings and plus my father parents are going to the beach at 5pm today . i cannot wait for it . today i woke up around 10am feeling adjust from those freaking flu . straight away bath , on comp , ate , played comp until now which is 2.23pm . currently watching super junior show ep 2 right now . and after that gonna watch super junior mini drama . gosh , i just love them . and do you that i just signed up a petition for them to come ? i really hoped they come . i would be glad to come out any amount of money to see them . me and brother are big fan . dad allowed us to go if they come to singapore . hpmm . early thnx yea ? im a lazy pig , i keep eating and eating . no wonder im getting fatter ! this sucks !
Annyeonghigeseyo
Wanie Inmida

Annyeonghaseyo ;)
im not really sure why ? why im feeling so low this few days . ireena and kristle ask me out today . but i kindly declined thm and they blew off their top for no apparent reasons . even all the vulgar words hav arised from it . even i spill out those words out to them . it's not ireena , but kristle . why uh ? ue wanna ask to ended our friendship this way ? oh no girl . we vowed to be wad ? wad ? togather rite ? so wher to promises ? me and ireena hav been through thick and thin for almost 9 years nw . but eu ? i only knew eu fer only 1 year since i was sec 1 and eu were sec 3 . ireena senior ? i dun care kristle . call me after eu read my blog orite girl ? so . today early morning , woke up at 8.30am , play psp till 9.30am . on comp , do assignment . woke up yana , bath , changed , go jurong west , ate , back , blogging . see ? so lame and boring my lyf is ? hpmm . dad says my english hav improved alot . really ? i dun tink so yea ? and lastly mommy gonna put me to tuition class everyday 3 times aweek after school start . so less tym going out after school and meetin up wiv my frens . oh well . wad to do ??

Annyeonghigeseyo
from ;
Wanie Inmida

Annyeonghaseyo
i dun noe why . i tired today . i wake up at 10am and noticed tht mom was gone . she nvr even tell me where she goes . ohwhile , wad to do ? since my cousins were sleeping at nainai house , woke them up . woke up yana ferst , followup wiv my bro thn lastly fadil . went down to jurong west ther to eat breakfast . my bro treat as he hav some money . 4 plates of chicken rice , 2 dumpling soup and 1 plate of fried dumpling . as usual ;) . i buy bubble tea for them . intented to bring them go see movie . but .. suddenly bro fren asked hym out . so yea . fadil , yana and myself went to neighbour house to play wiv batrisyia and barriq as usual . bath barriq ;) thn nw im at home . at nyt going ther agn wiv thm . so fun dun eu noe ? haish . im tired . im gonna bath agn . so hot th wheather and on th aircon and thn sleep , ZZzzzzz .

KL PICS
only a few as i was lazy ;)

before leaving for checkpoint , hav macdonald at taman jurong ard 4.30am



during th car trip





reach KL



take away subway and bought back to hotel to eat . mom and dad went shopping ferst




at petaling street . i dun noe why . but i really love this pics alort


at th hair saloon , noticed why ther no ppl ? cuz i did an appointment bfore hand . and had pay a deposit of 100 RM . so yea . quite happy . i oso lyk th hairdresser . a man summore , was shy though . haha . he bought me a KFC snack so i wont feel hungry . thn yea MR Joshua :)






last day at hotel , was sad to leave . but was happy to go home and rest .


at th car , on th way home . goodbye KL . hello singapore ;)


okeyh okeyh . guess tht i filled up this page alr yea ? im dead tired alr la !!
annyeonghigeseyo .

from ;
Wanie Imnida